In Love With My Fan (BTS Fanfiction)

Chapter 12

I ignored him and left him alone. I hate how he has mood change, its as if he's a girl who's on their period but worst. It happens so often, I'm starting to giving up, but there's something that tells me I should not. I sat outside for at least 20 minute, "Well its been 20 minute, lets see how he's doing", I said to myself looking at my watch.

I open the slide door and look toward his way, he was still sitting in the same place. He had not move a bit, but the color of his face changed. He looked paled and his expression looked uneasy. I walked quickly toward him, held both of this hand, "Taehyung , Taehyung, are you okay. Wh-why do you look so pale?", I asked in fear, "Let me called someone, stay here." I let go of his hand and got up, but he grabbed my wrist, "No don't go, I'll be fine once I..." he mumbled and then fell over, I caught his head and slowly put it on the pillow. I try to get the house phone, but his had was still attached to my wrist. I try to move his hand, but his grip was too strong. Instead I reach to Taehyung's pocket, grabbed his phone and called Doctor Lee.

"You what!", yelled Doctor Lee, "Your not suppose to leave him alone in an empty place, after the accident, he have a fear of being alone, are you stupid or something?".

I moved the phone away from my ears. I've never heard Doctor Lee yelled before, and I got to say he sure sound serious. "I'm sorry, I didn't know. You nor the others never told me. How am I suppose to know", I calmly said.

"Okay, okay, lets say it was my fault for not telling you, but for now on don't let him be alone, unless he wants to be", he said.

"Okay, oh is he gonna be okay or are you going to come over", I asked.

"Yeah, he'll be fine, just let him sleep it off and he'll be back to himself. If anything  worse happen call me back. ", said Doctor Lee.

We both hangup with a goodbye, I looked back at Taehyung, "Sorry", I said quietly, "I didn't know you were going through this type of condition, I'm truly sorry". He slept soundly holding my wrist tightly for at least an hour. I started to feel sleepy too, but then he suddenly got up, I flinched, "Are you okay?".

"No", he said, with an angry look.

"Sorry about leaving your side, I didn't know that you, umm...", I mumble.

"I don't want to hear it, I'm hungry", he said.

"Oh okay", I got up, "I'll go cook you something. What do you want?", I asked.

"Anything that's editable ", he answered.

I smiled at him even though I know he won't see my smile. Before I went to the kitchen, I turned on the t.v. The news came up, "Today the member V or Taehyung will not be returning for awhile. He has been discharged from the hospital, and is heeling from the injuries. It's been announced that he will be coming back once he is officially healthy again." I turned to another channel. "Sorry about that", I apologize again, "Let's just watch Scarlet Heart Ryeo", I try to sound positive, even though I was not. He didn't answer me, but sat there quietly again.

After cooking, I set out the food in a pattern so it would be easier for him to access. "Dinner time", I clapped my hand. He had no facial expression on his face, instead his paled and sick facial appeared again. "Is something wrong?", I asked.

He looked up to me, but our eyes did not meet, "Nothing, I'm just hungry", he mumbled.

"Well the food is finish and I set it in a way were you can access it easier. For now on I'll be setting it this way okay. The rice is in the middle, meat on your left side and..", I began to explain to him.

"Stop, its too much for me to remember. Just feed me, its easier this way", he said, with his mouth open.

"But, I think...", I mumble.