In Love With My Fan (BTS Fanfiction)

Chapter 16

School wasn't helping me either. All I could think about is how's Taehyung doing? Was I too harsh on Jin? Sitting in class, all alone as the other classmate chat and laugh, the announcement went on. Jin's voice came out:

"Hello everyone, this is Jin from BTS. Today I want to give you all a special  gift. I wrote this song for students who are struggling in life. I'm also struggle as well, but thanks to all the A.R.M.Y out there that support us, but this song is mainly to Jane." He began to sing 'Awake' from their new album 'Wings'.

Students began to chat, "Who's Jane? Do we have a student with that name? Is it a transfer student?" I let out a light smile, as Jin began to sing, I started to tear up. Jin beautiful voice running around the whole school, his lyrics touching as it if, I couldn't help it but cry. I ran up to the girl's restroom, cry in silent. After the song end, he announced, "Jane wherever you are, please don't run away, come back, someone is waiting for you at the place you left him".

I looked up to the speakers in the restroom, "Someone is waiting for me? Is that Taehyung?", I asked myself. "I can't, I won't", I said to myself.

I felt like school was so long, yet I was happy about it. I didn't want to go home, nor did I want to stay at school. I want to run away, far away from here. I know that no matter where I run to, I can't hide my feeling toward Taehyung. Everywhere I went BTS was there, from the non-stop chat at school to the ride back home. Even as I walked home, BTS was everywhere, there's no escape.

*Three months past

Before I knew it, it was already summer break. Finally, I can rest and enjoy the summer season. Its been too cold lately. I haven't met any of the members since then, I sometime think about the time we had together and cry myself to sleep. I miss them, each and everyone of them. I missed their smile, laugh, the family we created. I miss the argument I had with Taehyung, his smile, laugh, and love I receive. I saw them on t.v performing their comeback. Taehyung looks so healthy and happy, that's all that matter to me.

I began to go back and work at the same hospital since there were no open jobs except for the janitor position at the hospital. Jang-mi was so happy to see me, she hugged me so tight, I couldn't breath. "Hwa-Young I miss you so much. Since you left, I don't have anyone to talk to. Do you know who lonely I was?", she smiled.

I smiled back at her, "Yeah, I missed you too", I laugh.

"Hey, what happen between you and, you know who?", she whispered, "He didn't want to get surgery without you, but Doctor Lee persuade him",

I told her the whole story from beginning to end. Jang-mi thought, I was stupid to leave, but at the same she felt sorry for me. I teared up talking about it, but I held in my pain I had in my heart, I didn't her to worry about me. The good news is Jang-mi and Doctor Lee is dating, hearing that made me every happy. Doctor Lee came as he heard that I came back, he gave me  comfort hug. I thought it was sweet of him to care about a janitor like me. This is my family, my trusted family, beside my parent.

After Doctor Lee left, Jang-mi whispered to me, "Taehyung still comes here for treatment. By treatment, he's here to find Jane".

I looked at her, "What?", I asked.

"Yeah, he's desperately looking for you Hwa-Young. What are you going to do mow?", she asked.

"I don't know", I answered, "I'll just have to avoid him".

Jang-mi return backed to work and I continued mopping the floors. After I mopped the first floor, I had to mop the 5th floor too. I entered the elevator, as the door began to close, a hand went between the slide door. It slide open, right in front of me, stand Taehyung in a black leather sweater, he smiled and enter. He pressed the button to the 10th floor. I took little glance as he was standing in front of me. "Taehyung, you look so healthy. You must be happy to see again", I said to myself. The slide door opened to as it stopped at the 5th floor. He turned to look at me, "Is this your stop?", he smiled. I nod my head, 'yes', he moved to the side as I pushed the cart. I turned back to look at the door close as we made eye contact, I bow my head, as he smiled back. Just seeing him like this, I'm happy. I'm happy to see him in silent like this.