Snippets of Color

BUT YOU'RE JUST LIKE THEM ALL

I'm fighting against the restraints
Trying not to be dragged down
Trying not to be pulled under
But you're a drug
I can feel
Every smile
Every glance
Every laugh
Slowly killing me
But you're so damn addicting
I just can't help but want even more

I know I shouldn't feel special
You give everyone you meet
What you're giving me
But I can't stop
I'm tearing myself apart
My mind is porcelain
And you're handing me the hammer
My skin is paper
And your eyes are razors
It's you that haunts me now
Every smile
Every glance
Every laugh
Is replayed inside my mind
And it's fucking me up
You have no idea
How much you affect me
You have no idea
How much I want you
You have no idea
What I would do to be yours

You can not see
The cuts and bruises on my heart
You can not see
The cuts and bruises on my wrists
You can not see
The knife you're holding in your hand

I'm trying not to do it
But I can feel myself fading
You're being weaved into my heart
You're being carved into my skin
And it looks like there's no way out
I'm trying not to do it
But I think it's too late

I'm falling in love with you
And it's killing me