In love with O2L

chapter 2

Kim's POV

I quickly looked in the mirror and looked at my face, the bruise wasn't as bad as I thought but I couldn't hold it in anymore, I started crying and sat with my head in my hands. I heard kian coming up the stairs but I didn't care because now I like Jc, kian and ricky. "W..what am I g..gon..na do?"

Kian's POV

I walked up the steps and stopped when I heard crying and yelling, I followed the sound to the bathroom and heard her say "I love kian but ricky likes me, kian please come I need you." When I heard that I got a card out unlocked the door, walked in and closed it behind me. Kim quickly got up and hugged me, she whispered "y..you heard me di..dn,t yo...uu???" I lifted her chin up with my finger and hesitated but did it finally, I kissed her. She was shaking so I was about to stop but then she put her arms around my neck so I knew she was down with it. We kissed continuosly for 5 minutes and then I saw something on kim's left arm that made me tear up. Her arm had fresh swollen cuts on it that were still bleeding a bit, I lifted her arm up. "K..im, wh....yy?" She backed up, she was hiding something but I managd to take it from her and I was shocked. It was a little razor blade, I tossed it in the trash and pulled kim close, I was worried about her.

Ricky's POV

It was really quiet up there so I decided to go up there, when I got up I opened the door a bit and saw kian crying. I was confused but then I saw kim's arm and backed away against the wall and slid down and put my head in my hands trying to hold back my tears. Kian walked out and saw me, he then sat down in front of me "you s..aw huh?" I nodded thought because I was to upset to say anything. Me and kian both got up and then we heard something, it sounded like puking, we peeked in and saw kim throwing up. Kian entered and held her hair back, her puking stopped and she collapsed "kian, this is too difficult, I don't deserve to live." He immedialtely hugged her " don't say that, you are beauiful girl and have every right to be here. I need you." Her eyes widened and she started blushing badly, it was super adorable. I left the room, it was too awkward. I sat down on the couch and waited, i would go back up in a bit but right now they needed time alone.

Kim's POV

Kian was staring at me but the weird thing was that I stopped crying, i felt better. Kian lifted me up bridal style and brought me to my bed, he layed me down. Kian turned and walked towards the door but I didn't want him to leave. "Kian... wait." Kian turned and looked deep into my eyes the next thing I said slipped out, it was just a thought. "Please, lie down with me." Kian walked towards me and got close to me, he then put his arms around my waist and he rested his chin on my head. "kian, i need to ask you something?" "yeah?" he answered. I hesitated but worked up the nerve "umm, do you love me?" Kian didn't answer so I got nervous but then "of course i do kim, i always have and always will." I turned over and we were face to face, kian inched his face closer to mine and I did the same. My face was burning but I didn't care, next thing I knew it kian's lips were presses against mine, I closed my eyes and kissed back this time. Kian lifted me up and sat me on his lap, I wrapped my legs around his waist and he then began to kiss me again. Kian licked my lips wanting an entrance I hesitated and he stopped. "What's wrong kim?" he asked. "its just that you're my first kiss (sorta the kiss i want to happen)and I've never done this kind of kissing befo..." kian cut me off "don't worry just follow my lead." Kian then started kissing again. The time came, he tried entering but this time I let him and it was amazing. I didn't know what to do so I copied him. After a while we stopped and kian flipped me forward and put me down next to him, i leaned on his shoulder and he put his arm around my waist. Kian then startled me, he kissed my neck and it was a tingly sensation.

Kian's POV

I sat kim down next to me, she leaned on my shoulder so I turned and kissed her neck. When I did she tensed up " sorry are you uncomfortable?" "no it's just nobody's done that before." My hand was still on her waist but then i felt shaking, was she scared. It was cute though because she was really warm and she was blushing... A LOT. Kim was looking at me but I kept looking away, it was super cute how she kept admiring me. "you like what you see?" I said with a smirk. Kim quickly looked down and twirled a piece of her hair and giggling a bit, she was definitely nervous. I grabbed her hand and stood up and she did the same, I then asked her the most important question in my mind I was nervous though "Kim, will yo...u be my girlfriend." She looked up at me and smiled while nodding, I smiled back, picked her up and spun her around a couple times. I locked fingers with her and we walked downstairs to find ricky laying down with his eyes shut. "Kim I'll be right back" I then ran upstairs but peeked, I wanted to see if she was trustworthy because I knew ricky liked her. Kim walked over to ricky and put her hand on his head, ricky opened his eyes and looked at kim. Ricky stood up and hugged kim. "kim I was so worried about you, are you ok?" kim answered "yeah..... I am now." I smiled because I knew she was talking about me but then I saw ricky kiss her. Kim had wide eyes and she looked scared. "kim whats wrong?" she turned and saw me she had a tear "Oh my gosh, kian it's not what it looks li.." I cut her off "Kim i know i saw the whole thing, ricky why are you kissing my girlfriend?!" Ricky then looked at me with a sad/scared face. " oh my god dude I am so sorry I didn't know. " I forgave him though because i knew he meant it and i know i can trust kim.

the next day (Kim's POV)

I woke up and did a little stretch but then i felt arms around my waist, it was kian and he slept over last night but i guess i forgot. Kian must of known I woke up because he turned over to me. "good morning cutie." When he said that it made me feel happy and of course I replyed "good mo..." before I could finish my sentence kian kissed my neck, I didn't want him to stop but then I started twitching a bit. Kian stopped and looked at me "you okay?" he sounded worried like he hurt me or something. " yeah, I twitch in the morning from sensitivity." but then i put my hand to my mouth, I just said my thoughts out loud again. kian just smiled and I turned my head away from him from embarrasement, he kissed my neck again and of course i twitched again but this time kian didn't stop. I put my hand on his hand that was on my waist, I had a tingly sensation and kian kissed harder when I touched him. It felt very strange but in a good way, kian inched down neck a bit and I twitched more. It was good for him though because my twitching was like a radar for him, i was embarassed though because my twitching is one of my MAJOR insecurities. Kian stopped and looked at me "okay what's wrong?" I didn't like my twitching but i didn't want to tell him because I liked him kissing my neck. "Nothing, don't worry about it." I knew he wouldn't believe me though, my voice was all shaky when I answered. "come on please tell me" I finally gave in and told him though. " Im umm... insecure about my twitching, there I said it." Kian looked at me for a couple seconds then he spoke. "well i think its really cute when you twitch." I looked at him then smiled and he sat up but I grabbed his arm. "Just ignore my twitching."

Kian's POV

I heard what she said loud and clear and knew exactly what she meant, she wanted me to kiss her neck. She was sitting turned, she probably thought I got up from the movement so I slowly leaned over and touched my lips against her neck. She twitched and jumped at the same time, I think i startled her but it doesn't matter. Kim put her left arm on my leg and squeezed me a bit. Then I knew she enjoyed it, i wanted to work on it more so I worked my way lower and stopped at her collar bone. She then put her right hand on my right leg but she was squeezing harder, I put each of my hands on each of hers and we locked fingers. There then was a knock at the door and I walked to get it but kim came up to me and held my hand, we got to the door and it was Jc and for some reason kim immediately let go of my hand. " hey kim, oh kian hey what are you doing here?" I stepped outside and closed the door, i wanted to talk to jc alone. "whats wrong dude." So i told jc that kim was my gf now but i also told him about the hand holding thing. "hmmm, well just remember that kim is really shy especially in this type of situation" jc explained. "Okay thanks" we both came inside and jc then hugged kim, then he but his hand on the side where i was kissing her and i saw her twitch but in a painful way. Jc noticed i think because he quickly turned to her, "what's wrong kim?" Kim actually did answer suprisingly. "umm... well you touched a umm......... sensative spot." Jc looked at me and pulled me aside "dude what happened?" jc asked "oh this morning i was well... kissing her in that same spot you touched her, she twitches when i do so i stopped but she explained to me that twitching was insecurity." jc paused for a second. "did you stop after that?" he asked. "Yeah i was gonna get up and make us breakfast but she asked me to continue and ignore her twitching and so I did." jc looked and smiled then we both walked back over to kim.