In love with O2L

chapter 9

Kim's POV

I woke up and checked the time, it was like 3 in the morning. I got up and heard banging downstairs, I grabbed my old baseball bat and slowly walked down stairs to find that the clock fell off the wall again. I put the clock on the counter and put the bat on the couch, I rubbed my eyes and walked upstairs. I couldn't fall asleep so I went and had a long shower. I got out and put on my teal polka dotted bikini, then over it I put on a red sundress and some vans. I straightened my hair then went downstairs again. It was now 7, I grabbed my phone and pennyboard and went outside. I was bored so I rode around for a couple hours, I looked at my phone and It was almost 12 so I headed to the beach. When I got there nobody was there yet so I walked in the sand and took my dress off. I walked over to the shore and played around, technically I ran around and did handstands and cartwheels. I heard someone coming but continued cartwheeling because it was fun, I was standing on my hands then I fell on my face. When I fell I hit my bruise and It really hurt so I sat up and put my hand over it. Someone walked up to me, I looked up and it was Sam. He helped me up, "Kim, you okay?" "yeah I think so." I took my hand off my forehead then I saw sam cringe, I looked at my hand and saw blood. I didn't care though because it was only a bit if blood and it didn't hurt that much anymore. Jc came behind me and picked me up, when he put me down I turned around. "Oh no kim what happened?" " oh I just fell and hit my bruise, no big deal I'm fine." I wiped the blood away then walked over to the water and got up to my ankles then ran back to shore again. "It's cold!" Jc walked up to me and grabbed my arms then sam grabbed my legs, they walked into the water then threw me. I got up and looked at both of them, " You guys are mean!" i stuck my tongue out at them and came back to shore then said it again "mean." They ran after me and it was fun, sam and jc pinned me down and tickled me. I literally couldn't breathe, then I felt someone else... it was Ricky. I tried getting up but couldn't, it was bad though because I was laughing so hard that my belly hurt. They stopped and I got up, I put my hand on my belly, it hurt from laughing so much. Kian, Connor and Trevor showed up and we had tons of fun. We all walked to Jc's and it was funny because we were all still in our swim suits, of course people were looking at us weird but I didn't really care.

Sam's POV

We all went to the beach, I left early to get there first and I saw Kim doing cartwheels on the shore. She looked really cute, I walked over and I saw her fall and ran over. I helped her up "kim you ok?" "yeah, i think so." She took her hand off her forehead and it was bleeding at bit but she was fine after. Jc showed up and we both grabbed her and threw her in the water, she got out and we chased her to the ground and tickled her. Ricky joined in then kian, trevor and connor showed up and we all had a great time, then we went back to Jc's house. We all decided to stay in our bathing suits and then we went into the backyard and had a water balloon fight. It was Me jc and Kian vs connor trevor, ricky and kim. It was really fun but then jc accidentally hit kim in the forehead and she fell on her back. We all ran over and helped kim up, she kept her left eye closed. Her left eye was the one with the bruise over it. I looked and the bruise was completely black, we sat kim down in the grass and sat by her.

Jc's POV

I hurt kim, I looked and her bruise was completly black.... because of me. Kim looked at me, she must of noticed my expression. "Jc its ok it... was an accident." "Are you ok though?" She stopped talking and stood up "Yeah I'm fine, no big deal its just a bruise. Kim started walking forward then she fell and I helped her up then she didn't open her eyes, I said her name and shook her I got no reaction.

Kim's POV

I hurt my head at Jc's I walked forward and then everything went black. I opened my eyes and looked around, I wasn't at Jc's, I was..... in a hospital. I looked over and saw Jc I sat up and looked around, all of the gang was here. Everyone was asleep, it must be late, I spoke up "Why am I... in a hos..pital?" Jc got up and walked over to me. "Oh thank god, I thought you would never wake up ever again!" "I only hit my head though." He paused "yeah the doctor said you hit it too hard without helping it. He said you had a small chance...of wa..king up..." I saw a couple tears run down his face, I put my hand on his cheek. " well I'm okay now." He stood up and hugged me tight, and I put my arms around his neck. Jc didn't let go of me, it was cute he must if been worried about me. I saw sam walk over and then after jc let go me he hugged me. Sam looked like he was gonna cry "sam, don't cry I'm ok." He looked at me and smiled "I'm just glad you woke up, you had small chances if surviving that head injury." Ricky walked up to me "why didn't you tell us it hurt so bad?" I didn't answer, I didn't say because I was going through my stage of wanting to kill myself but I couldn't say it. I looked down then jc and sam leaned over and jc spoke. "Kim please tell us, we are really worried about you." I paused then answered. "Well.... Recently I have been, through a suicidal stace.... I just wanted to keep it in and not tell of my pain." Tears dripped down my face and I held my head in my hands, "..... I'm... s..s..sorry." I kept crying then Jc put his arms around me. "Don't apologize!" His voice was shaky, Jc really cared about me, and sam and ricky... they all cared.

Kim's POV (the next day)

I got changed in the bathroom the came out, I was aloud to leave and go home so Jc took me back to his place. When we got there I dropped my bag and hugged Jc, I started crying. I wanted to tell jc the full reason I kept quiet about my pain at the hospital but didn't. I looked up into his eyes "..jc I didn't.. tell you everything..." We sat down and I explained to him "Jc... I'm.. a..a..cutter" I paused trying to hold back the tears then continued " In my life I have tried multiple times to kill myself, this time would of worked but something held me. back." Jc looked at me, he had tears in his eyes. "I lived because.... i love you jc, your my.. rea..son to live." I stopped and looked down I felt the tears pouring down my face. I looked up at jc, he had some tears dribble down his face, then he quickly leaned in and kissed me.