Into You

Six

Yan

Tinigil namin ni Jaydee ang paguusap, pagdating ni Ken.

Damn, i really miss Jaydee. Its been a year since i saw here. I was wondering if he's fine without me, i saw him when im in Japan we actually met there after he ate at some resto in there. He never knew how to speak in nihonggo kaya ako ang kumausap dun sa manager na kumakausap sa kanya.

Di ko alam na magkaibigan sila ni Ken, kaya wala ako lagi sa wisyo kapag kasama namin siya. Weve last in 2 years, and he left me. I never knew what happened to us, sabi lang niya nasawa na siya sakin. Sabi niya pagod na siya kakaintindi sakin, sabi niya may mas better sakin, its not me its him daw. May mas better pa daw akong makikilala bukod sa kaniya, yung di ako iiwan kagaya niya, yung kayang protektahan at alagaan daw ako kaysa sa pagbibigay daw niya. Sabi niya kapit lang daw, kapit lang daw ako. Kala ko kapit lang kami, ako lang pala kakapit tas siya yung bibitaw. Yun pala yun kingina.

Tanginang rason yan. I almost gave him all of me, then he came and said he dont love me anymore.

Naramdaman kong may umupo sa kama ko, kaya nagpunas akong luha.

"Hey Yan are you okay? Why are crying?" tanong ni Ken. I know he felt something for me.

"Napuwing lang ako" sagot ko sabay higa. Not now Ken, wag mo muna kong kulitin.

"I saw you talking with Jaydee, anong pinagusapan niyo?" Tss chismoso.

"I just asked him if he's going to sleep with us, same room i mean." i lied.

"Yeah, dito din siya. But dun siya sa room niya the dito tayo" sabay kamot niya sa ulo namumula pa siya. Tss

"You can be with him im fine here"

"Heh! Dito din ako! Wag ka ng madaming sinasabi, magsshower lang ako at dito din ako matutulog!" alis niya sa kama at pumunta na sa cr.

Tss. Why is he like that? Could he just stop?

"Yana" tawag sakin ni Jaydee. He used to call me Yana, hanggang ngayon yun padin tawag niya sakin. Will you just stop calling me Yana again? It hurts.

"Why?" malamig na sagot ko. Im trying not be affected, im acting like, wala lang sakin ang presensya niya.

"You want to walk? Outside? Seashore?" I swear he want us to talk, ano pa ba paguusapan natin?

"Why?"

"Nothing, we'll just talk?"

"There's nothing to talk about Jays" Damn, i miss calling him Jays. Memories strikes me again, the ef!

Kita sa muka niya ang pagka gulat sa pag tawag ko sa pangalan niya. Nagulat siguro siya dahil ngayon ko nalang ulit siya tinawag na ganon.

"Are you still mad at me?"

"Why would I?"

"Yana you whats happened to us, you aren't mad?" eh kung sapukin kaya kita diyan tapos takbuhan kita, tas balikan kita tatanong ko sayo kung galit ka sakin

"Did i really know what happened to us Jays?" diniinan ko talaga yung us.

"Yana can i explain?" wtf? Explain? For what?

"Explain for what Jays? Its been years, lets just forget it"

"Yana it still and al--"

Natigilan siya ng lumabas si Ken sa cr.