Born This Way (English)

Party

LexasPOV

"You did what?" questioningly, and shocked, Raven looked at me as if I had just put the beer cold.
Since we had finally unpacked everything and had the time, Raven and I had decided to make a house-warming party.
Some of my friends from NYC would come and a couple of friends from LA, whom I had met on the Transgender Community, would also come.
"I have written her a letter," I twitched with the shoulders, as I made some Snacks ready.
"How did you come up with this stupid idea. To write to her as Luke Lexa? Haven't I told you that you can handle this otherwise?!" wow, so angry, I had not seen Raven for a long time.

Deeply I breathed and closed my eyes.
"Raven. I have not been reported in the last 15 years. What was I supposed to tell her? That I am Luke or what? You know that this is not very simple," I explained to her calmly and looked at her.
"Yes,I know, but the letter can't go back to NYC if she is answering you Lexa. You know it" I just nodded and drove me by the hair.
I knew Raven was right, but what was I supposed to do please?
Directly say who I was?

This would not be guaranteed to turn out well.
Of course, I knew that it would not end well, as soon as she would know that I was the one behind the letters, and there was not a hatch for almost ten years.

Since my 18th birthday, nine years ago, I changed my name finally.
First of all, this was two years only provisionally, but on my birthday we had to get the change through.
"Not just promise me that you are pushing it will get to Lexa. I know that you have feelings for her, but when she should start building feelings for Luke, then end it. She wouldn't do both well," said Raven, as she stood directly in front of me.

"I promise, Raven," I smiled and breathed a kiss on her cheek before I went upstairs to change my clothes.
After all, I still had to find the right Outfit.

I slipped out of my jogging pants and my large shirt before I stood in front of the wardrobe and pondered what I could wear for tonight.
Okay,I had only about an hour, but this hour, I would take that for me, guaranteed.



After a good 45 minutes, I had found at last the right.
Okay,I had tried on this dress first, but a couple of others couldn't hurt.
After all, I had to find the right dress.
I had opted for a short black dress, I would wear with a pair of Boots.
My hair I had left open and over one shoulder.
Late rI could easy put it up into a pigtail.
"There you are, finally," I heard Raven ,who looked at me annoyed.
"What is it? You knew that I'm gonna go get changed"
"It took you over an hour" confused, I looked at her now.

"Really? I thought only 45 minutes," easily the smaller twisted her eyes, before she went to the door, when the doorbell rang.
A glance at the clock told me that it was quarter after eight.

So the others should be there.


"Lexa!" suddenlyI felt two strong arms around me and had to laugh out loud.
"Lincoln" joyfully I returned the hug, as he hugged me.
"Finally,we see us again," laughed the major, as he let me down.
Quietly, I laughed and hit him on the upper arm.
"Don't worry, I live now here in LA," I grinned, which made him grin too.
"How long have you been here?"
"Murphy, Monty, Japser, Luna and I are here since about 15 minutes," Lincoln pointed behind me and slightly embarrassed, I scratched me on the back of the head.
"I'm sorry guys" I laughed and hugged all short.
I knew them through a Foundation for Transgender Teenagers who had problems in their families.
These people had a damn good heart.
They supported the young people where they could.
And as a result, we were just damn good friends.



"Jasper? Monty? You here?" I turned and looked out a little later Clarke, who had come with Octavia.
"Clarke? We weren't expecting this, Yes," laughed the two young men, before they hugged Clarke.
"Where is Bellamy?"
"He is back to the office," shrugged the blonde with the shoulders, while she leaned against the Couch.
I briefly looked at her from top to bottom and was actually pretty damn glad that Octavia had brought her with.

Of course, I had to be careful not to tell her, that I had sent her the letter, but this should actually be not a problem for me.
I was under alcohol although always more honest than sober, but if I knew that it went almost to my life, I would lose definitely not a sound that I had sent the blonde this letter.