Stupid in Love

Small getaway

•Selena's POV•

I watch the boys play in the arcade at Dave & Busters. They're playing some random shooting game and it's entertaining seeing as Justin's inner kid is coming out. He's actually laughing which is something he rarely does anymore.

I can't help but feel guilty for what happened. I know it's not my fault but for some reason it eats at me all the time.

I push those thoughts away as Justin yells in victory and nudges Ryan and Chaz.

"Still the fucking champ. Maybe you should practice more, eh mates?"

I smile at his little hidden Canadian accent. It rarely shows anymore but when it does, it's adorable. I sip on my Sprite as they declare a rematch and Justin agrees. This is actually quite amusing.

My smile slowly fades when two girls pass the boys. They look like models and one of them wraps her arm around Justin's torso and he glances back at her. She flashes him a smile and a wink before her and her friend walk away.

Confusion flashes over Justin's face and I'm guessing he didn't recognize her. Thank god. It seems like he knows every model lately.

I swallow hard as I start to get self conscious. That girl was beautiful.

Justin glances at me and I bite the inside of my cheek as I can't tell the emotion on his face. He drops the fake gun from the game and walks to me. I'm taken back when he grabs my waist and presses his lips firmly against mine. My hands cup his jaw and I slowly kiss him back enjoying the feeling of his soft lips on mine again.

He slowly pulls back and whispers something against my lips.

"You're so gorgeous. Never doubt that."

I can't help but smile and blush at his words as I nuzzle my face in his neck. Ryan and Chaz pretend like they weren't staring as they try to converse with each other.

Justin pulls back slightly and kisses my forehead softly.

"Lemme dominate these boys one more time and then I promise the rest of the night I'll be yours."

"Justin they're your best friends. It's not like you see them every day. Spend as much time as you want with them. I'm just gonna walk around and maybe play some other games."

He nods slightly and a goofy grin lays on his face.

"Just come and get me when you're ready to head home."

I nod and kiss his cheek before he goes back to the boys. I glance him over once more before I start to aimlessly wander around.

I glance around for the bathrooms and when I see them I make a beeline to it. I keep a smile plastered on my face until I'm convinced there's no more cameras or people staring. I sit in a stall in the bathroom and put my head in my hands as the same tears threaten to fall.

Being out of the house is refreshing and all. And I'm completely grateful that Chaz and Ryan are here to help take Justin's mind off of it. But that doesn't stop the pain.

I lean back and hold my stomach as the tears fall down my cheeks. Our baby is the only thing I can think of. I'm a depressed mess and I'm trying to be as happy as possible for Justin but I'm literally dying on the inside.

I close my eyes tight and try my best to stop the tears.

"Selena?"

I jump slightly at the quiet voice coming from outside my stall. I sniffle and stand up; wiping my face clear of the tears.