Just another depressed girl.

Dreams

I had a dream last night about you...

We we're doing things as a class and you still was ignoring me.

Laughing with him.

Sometimes glancing at me.

Same as everyday.

Then that girl with her phone was talking to you.

Of course she didn't know anything behind the pictures she took of us.

Don't get me wrong I love that girl.  But she didn't know.

She walked away leaving you with the phone.

I saw you scrolling left looking through the phone for a few minutes...

Somehow I ended up not far from behind you.

Then you fucking turned around and faced me.

But........you smiled...........

You asked me

"Wanna see the memories?"

I awkwardly went over and stood by you.

I looked at the screen for the first time and the pictures were of us.....

I was hugging you and you were smiling your cute little smile.

Another was of me on your back and me laughing while we talked to him.

Then my favorite one.....the one of me kissing your cheek and you holding my hand as you flashed the biggest grin.

Then showed the videos...

I had never seen them in real life but somehow I knew exactly when they were from.

The one taken on your birthday.

You chuckled as you watched the video of you getting that skateboard and riding it through the terrain as everyone gathered around you.

The video seemed strangely familiar.

You turned and asked me.

"Do you remember when you took this?"

That video doesn't even exist yet somehow I knew.

"It was taken on your birthday."

"I remember because I was scared you were gonna hurt yourself on the thing."

I said looking at you.

How did I know?

I don't know how but we ended up laying down.

Still looking through the pictures and videos.

I put my chin on your arm.

You didn't move your arm.

I was confused but didn't care.

I was happy to finally be next to you again.

Then she came over and asked for the phone back...

You gave it back and walked away.

So thanks for the memories.

The pictures were never taken. But the moments did happen.

But the video never happened.

And that dream I had last night,

Never happened in real life.