Just another depressed girl.

Familes/Oppisites

(Beware I don't give a shit about grammar)

We are the complete opposite.

You...short, im tall

You are positive. I am negative.

You are cute. I am ugly.

You loved by everyone. Me Hated by everyone.

You full on Spanish boy. Me half Spanish but hides it.

You good boy. Me disappointment.

You're parents struggle with their jobs. My father just got an award for best at his job globally.

You are a soccer and athletic superstar. I'm a clumsy awkward person.

You are nice. I'm considered a bitch.

You have a loving brother.

2 of my siblings that probably wish me dead. 1idk.

You have supporting and loving parents that kinda hated me.

I have fighting and abandoning parents that loved you.

You have a great family that has no holes.

Mine is holding on by a string.

I think your mother used to like me.

Whenever I saw her at her work she gave me a friendly smile and waved.

But I never spoke with your dad.

He never really smiled at me.

Him and my father are friends.

But my father is friends with everyone. That's why he's so good at his job.

He's friends with everyone except his daughters.

I've talked to your brother a few times.

Granted he's known me since i was a baby because my parents coached him in middle school.

He was nice i guess.

He was the only one that knew about  us being friends.

He didn't object which was a first for me.

But I don't tho I he knows what my family story is.

What my sisters story is.

What my story is.

I have three sisters.

The oldest..let's call her "Charlie"

Well I never really knew Charlie.

She was about 18 when I was born and when I turned about 4 she left the family kind of.

Last time I saw her was on my birthday when I was in 2nd grade.

My second oldest sister.....let's say "Nico"

Well this is the sister that has a "past"

She claims she had a horrible childhood full of neglect and unjust punishment.

When she really doesn't even know what a bad childhood is.

What a bad childhood she gave me.

When I was about 10-11 she went off the rails with

Alcohol, drugs, sex. Everything you could think of.

Nico was only about 15 at the time.

She also caused my parents to fight a lot.

And they had to focus so much time on her they didn't really pay attention to me or my other sister.

Being late to pick me up at school.

Failing grades because they didn't have time to explain what I didn't get in school.

Depression because of lack of love.

Losing friends and my parents not helping me understand why.

Going to school with bags under my eyes from not being able to sleep because of all the yelling at night when they caught Nico sneaking out or in.

She had to go to a rehab and another facility.

Nico is still on meds and has a therapist.

Even after a few years.

My. Last sister is 2years older than me.

Let's say her name is... "Cara"

Well Cara has really been my only actual sister and family.

And we barely know each other.

We aren't as close as most sisters are, but we are closer than all my other sisters.

She went through "Nico's" mess with me.

Cara has always been a straight A+ perfect child.

Most teachers love her.

But it was hard for her when she had the same teachers Nico had because they thought Cara was gonna be just like her.

But they are the complete opposites.

Just like us.

Maybe that's why we didn't last.

But in a way we are a lot similar.

But that's another chapter in our book.

The long dramatic,  tragic, story.

"Could be The story of  another us."