Amanda pov...
I still have a week before I have to go back to work. I have decided that I am going to take Xav to Canada for a week so that I can clear my head have a break with my son before I go to work.
I'm glad that at the moment Liv is going to let me work four days a week and I have the other three at home to spend more time with Xav.I know that Xav won't remember this trip so I'm not doing much. We spend the time walking around, looking at the views, shopping, going to the museum and the aquarium. I had fun and Xav seemed to enjoy it as he didn't cry much and would smile a lot.
The trip was great as we got to do a few different things and I didn't take much notice to what was going on back home.
When I was thinking I realised that I can take care of Xav myself with the help of the team from work if I need it. I have to head home today but I know that this trip was good for me and I could get over some of the thoughts of Declan, I know we weren't that close but I thought he would always be part of our life's but I should be able to cope without him.After a really good week away it's time to leave to get back home at a decent time as I have work tomorrow. I pack up everything and check out of our room at the motel.
I pack up the car and get Xav ready so we can start the drive back home.
We get in the car and I start the car and leave to head home.
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Amanda's baby ✔️
FanfictionSVU season 17, following Amanda and the baby. The beginning will be based on what happened on the show but then it will go to my version.