Amanda's baby ✔️

Chapter 11

Amanda pov...

I take Xavier home and put him in his bed as he is asleep. I turn on the tv and watch a movie to distract myself but I still keep thinking about Declan's death and the fact that Xavier won't have a dad, I know he has the squad who will be his family but it's not the same thing.

The movie finishes and there is a knock on the door, I open it and it's Liv. She has Noah with her and says "I thought you might want some company and I brought some Chinese so we can eat"
I smile and say "thanks"
She asks "is Xavier asleep"
I go to answer when I can hear him cry through the baby monitor so I say "not anymore, I'll just go and get him"
I go to his room and pick him up and he stops crying so I walk back into the living room where Liv is and she smiles and says "he just wanted his mama, that is so cute"
I nod and sit down and Noah sits next to me and smiles at Xav.

Liv unpacks the food and we start eating, she asks "how are you doing?"
I shrug and say "it's hard thinking about Xavier's future and Declan and I had become close now"
She says "I know it will be hard and I am always here to talk to if you need or if you just want support"
I nod and say "thanks"
She asks "are you still going to meetings?"
I say "no, I have been busy with Xavier and I don't have time but that also means I don't have time to gamble"
She smiles and says "do you still want to?"
I say "no, I know it can be dangerous and it's stupid. I want to make sure that I am here for Xavier without getting myself in trouble"
She nods and says "that's good then"
I nod and say "yeah, he's a blessing"
She nods and we stay talk for a while before she leaves as Noah is getting tired and should go to bed.

I feed Xavier then give him a bath and change him before putting him to bed and I have and shower then go to bed myself.