Part 15. - "Just a friend"

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"Only those who really care about you can hear you when you're quiet."

*Sean's PoV*

"Mark, I- I cant" now I was sure that Mark didn't think of me the way I wanted him to. To him I was just a friend. Just a friend. My eyes teared up at the thought. "Come on Sean, I can't believe how mean some people can be" he looked at me with caring eyes and I looked down at the floor. "What's wrong, are they still bothering you, because you know tha-"
"It's nothing" to tell the truth, it wasn't anyone else that was bothering me. It was Mark. We are just friends. "Ok but you can talk to me" so many things were going through my head that I couldn't focus on what he said next. I wanted to tell him how I felt but I knew it would ruin our friendship. I can see it in his eyes. He wants me to talk to him. I want to talk to him. So why am I not saying a word. Speak. Just say something. I opened my mouth to say something, although I had not gathered the words to say, when the bell went. It was our last lesson of the day so this was the last time we would see each other until next week. "I'll see you on Monday" he said.
"Yeah, see ya"
"Hey Sean"
"Yeah"
"Message me, okay?"
I nodded before I turned around and walked towards my next lesson. Tears now covering my eyes so I could no longer see where I was going. I looked back, hoping to see him right behind me, but he was gone. Maybe I don't deserve Mark as a friend. Definatly not as anything more. I just can't stop thinking about him.

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