Let the Tears Fall

Chapter Eleven

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Matts POV

Clara. Two sylables. Five letters. To others, it might have just been another name, something to ignore. Well not to me. To me, it was something impossible to ignore. Clara. The girl I fell in love with, and the girl whos heart I broke.

I slammed my fist against the wall again, not caring if I put a hole in the wall. I broke Claras heart. And for what? To protect her? It didn't seem like I was keeping her safe, when I just kept hurting her. I grabbed my backpack and ran out of the house, running to school as fast as I possibly could, making sure I would beat Clara there so I could get to my first class without seeing her. That didn't exactly work out, of course. Clara was walking behind me the whole time on the way to school, with her new sister in tow. They were silent the whole time, and I kept trying to go faster, I just wanted to get away from Clara.

"Matt!" Clara said as soon as we got to school.

I clentched my teeth and turned around to face her. "What?"

"Can't we at least still be friends?" She smiled at me lightly, and the look of it made my heart ache.

"No. I...don't think that would be a good idea. So leave me alone."

I ran off then, trying to clear her from my mind, but I couldn't. Everything about her was perfect. Her beautiful blue eyes that shined brighter than the moon when she smiled, her beautiful long silky hair, her perfect smile that could light up my day in an instant. The way she laughed, the way she acted so strong when really she was afraid of being hurt. All I wanted was to wrap my arms around her, but I couldn't, and if I could, I was run up to her right now and take her in my arms, telling her how sorry I am.

God, the only good thing that came out of this was that I now understood why my father left us when I was just a baby. He had turned into a werewolf later than most, so when he married my mother he had no idea what he was going to become. He married my mom, then they had Caitlin. A few years later, they had me. A few months after I was born, my father turned into a werewolf. At first him and my mom tried to work it out, to try to be the happy couple they had always been. It was hard, though. In order for someone to turn into a werewolf, you either need to change them into one, or it needs to be in their genetics. It was easy to turn someone into a werewolf, too easy. To turn someone into one, all they had to do was kiss a werewolf. Not just a regular kiss though, it had to be a kiss using tongue. My father knew this, as did my mother, but my father knew my mom didn't want to be a werewolf. It would be too easy to change my mom by accedent, and there had been many occasions when my father almost changed my mom by accident, so eventually he just left.

I knew Clara would do anything for me, including turning into a wolf, but there was no way I could let her do that. What if something happened and we broke up? She would be stuck. But she would have to give up everything if she wanted to change into a wolf just for me, and I couldn't let her do that. So I broke up with her, so I wouldn't turn her into a wolf. My life sucks.

Claras POV

"Hey beautiful." Jesse greeted me as he sat down next to me.

I raised an eyebrow at him, and he smirked. "What? I can't call you beautiful?"