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Arabella|| ATL, Ga
I didn't have class today, so that meant a whole day with August. I pulled the sheets from over my legs and I just sat there. I didn't see August on the other side of the bed. I wasn't worried, but I did wonder where he was. I walked down the stairs to see August at the stove. Bronxie was barking behind him and he said, "listen, help me do this for ma' baybeh." Bronxie barked at him and noticed my presence before sitting. She was a trip. "Goodmorning." August said nervously. "Morning." I said with a light smile. He had a fresh plate in his hand and stood by a seat at the table. "I made ya' breakfast." He said smiling at me. I really wasn't feeling it, but I could see that he was trying. I took a seat at the table and said grace before eating. I played around in my food a little getting a few stares from August. I just couldn't believe he had done such a thing to me. Before I knew it I was throwing food at him. I threw my drink in his face along with the glass. I threw the eggs and grits and also the place. "Why! Why August!" I yelled. "Bella Stop!" He yelled. "Am I not good enough !" I screamed. Before I knew it August was running towards me pinning me to the wall. "Fucking stop !" He yelled causing me to jump. I bit my lip and just let the tears continue to fall. August dropped his head continuing to pin me. "Bella I'm sawrry." He cried out. I don't know what happened, but my heart skipped a beat. "I-I forgive you." I said. He looked up at me and his arms removed from my wrist, and snaked around my waist. He was crying. August lifted me up off my feet and he carried me upstairs. He laid me on the bed and just looked me in my eyes. With minutes of just staring at each other, he kissed my lips. I instantly had butterflies in my stomach. There was that spark. I still loved him. I didn't hate him. I was so upset with what he did, but I forgive him.

2 weeks later|| August
"I love ya baybeh...I'll be home in a lil." I said to Bella before hearing the phone click. It felt good to be back in the studio doing the damn thing. Bella and I had been doing good with each other lately. I fired Nia, and I'm not looking for a new "assistant". Shit hurt my heart I did my baybeh like that. Never again. I finished laying my last verse and I made my way home. I stopped by Steak-N-Shake and grabbed Bella and I a taco salad with two cokes. She had class today and I know she didn't eat or anything. She didn't have much time left before she would be getting her degree in education. I was proud of my baybeh. I pulled into the driveway and saw Miss Dorothy's car. Grabbing the food I let myself in and couldn't help but inhale the scent of something delicious I know, hit my nose. I walked deeper into the kitchen seeing Bella mixing something in the cooking bowl. "Hey mama, hey baybeh". I said kissing miss Dorothy's cheek and hugging Bella from behind. "Hi hunny." Mama said. "Hi baby." Bella spoke. I kissed her neck and grabbed her bottom before sitting the salad in the fridge. "So son, when you and Bella gone pop me some grand babies." Miss Dorothy said causing Bella to choke on air. "We got a little while momma, but as soon as I can, I will." I said. "Bellaaa." She said teasing.

2 hours later||
I watched Bella as she combed her hair into a ponytail with her t-shirt showing a piece of her black panties. She smiled at me catching me staring at her. She braided her hair into two braids and climbed into bed once she was finished she climbed into with me and intertwined our fingers. It was the 21st of September and I know Bella's monthly is starting. I rubbed my hands up and down her lower back like I usually do when it's her time of month. "You got a pad on?" I asked. She nodded her head still laying her head on my chest. "Don't fuck up my sheets like you did last time." I said causing her to laugh. "Shutup" she said. I heard bronxie's paws scratching up my damn floor and she walked into the room. It took her a while, but she jumped into bed and cuddled with Bella trying to move me. Bella sat up from her position and looked at me. She started to cry. Here we go.

Arabella ||
I walked through the two elderly people politely saying "excuse me" to the two making my way to the table. Once he seen me, he stood up greeting me with his arms wide open. "Hi Lance." I spoke to him. "Miss Bella. You look beautiful." He said. I thanked him and took a seat. Yes, I was meeting with Lance, and no August doesn't know. I just wanted to get out the house. I forgive August completely and I know I shouldn't be out with Lance. He texted my phone repeatedly begging me to go out with him. "You want anything sunshine ?" He asked. I shook my head no, "I'm not too hungry." I said. "So how you liking GSU?" He asked taking a bite into his sandwich. "I really enjoy it, the camp is very nice and the professors are pretty good." I said gliding my tongue over my braces. "That's pretty good. It's a great school." He said. "Yeah, it is." I said. "So, how are you and your man?" He asked. I cocked my eyebrow up. "We're doing good." I said smiling at the thought of August. We a little silencing moment and I checked my phone not seeing anything. When I looked up Lance was just staring at me. "Yes really lucky. Your beautiful. If only I'd known you." He said. "Lance stop it." I said laughing at his foolishness. I heard a ding from my phone from August. "I'm sorry Lance, but I have somewhere to be. I really enjoyed today, it was nice." I told him. "Yeah I should get outta here. Maybe we can do this again?" He said. I was unsure of what to say because August would flip if he knew I was out with another man. "Maybe." I said before grabbing my keys leaving the Panera building.

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