The Words Of A Poet

Addiction

I feel so numb inside it hurts to even cry.
Its slowly killing me inside and I have no were left to hide.
Why are you still like fucking me if we aren't even fucking?
Why am I even struggling?
I'm chill if we date I'm chill if we don't.
I just can't be some side hoe.
Especially after the shit you put me threw.
I do everything I possibly can to please you.
And for what?Just a one night stand?!
I'm getting pretty sick of this damn thang!
Why stand by my side if you're not willing to die?
All you want to do is stay fucking high.
I'll stop the sex
If you keep calling your ex.
I want you back.
But I keep having these damn flashbacks.
I can't keep fighting this battle.
Things are getting too hard to handle!
I love and care for you with all my heart.
You're the light to my dark!
We need to talk.
But you just sit there like a rock!
I was loyal and you went to cheat on me.
I thought we had found the key.
I gave us another shot.
Then you got your ass caught.
Way to go.
You ran off with some stupid hoe!
Get your act together.
Or you're gonna get neither!
Me or her.
You'd rather this become so blur!
So go off and get high.
And I'll sit here all shy.
I miss who you once were.
You're not a cause of depression.
But an addiction.