Sex

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Sex.That's all you think about.As you watch the movement of my waist.You imagine my clothes off and having control over me.Control.That's all you wanted.You thought if even if I said no you would still have control.You didn't care.About the effects or the impact.You just wanted in my pants.You made me believe you loved me.You made me believe this was all okay.You made me believe it was my fault.But it wasn't.I was a child.I was 13.I was 15.I was 16.You didn't care.I saw the look in your eyes.You just wanted to get your pain out through me.I was weak in your eyes.But look at me now.Still weak?You deny everything you did to me.But I was the one who was victimized.To you from me at ages 7-10,I looked to you for guidance and protection.To you from me at age 13,you were drunk I pushed you away and screamed but we were alone.To you from me at age 15,I was with you in hopes to help you but you just used me.To you from me at age 16,you were fucked in the head and you played me.To all of you I want to say thank you but I hate you.I appreciate what you did to me because now I'm stronger than before.

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