The Words Of A Poet

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When I first saw him...time froze.
When I first heard him speak...time froze.
When I first touched him...time froze.
Everything went quiet.
For me quiet isn't in my vocabulary.
Hi,hi,hi,hi a simple word repeated over and over.

I saw him and my brain scrambled to find something to say.
My mouth kept spitting out nonsense.
"I like pie"when he asked me how I was doing at the time.
"My name is...hi"while he just stared at me.
Tapping my fingers 10,20,30 times to stay focused.
But I couldn't.

I heard him speak and my body became numb.
I couldn't move.
I didn't want to move.
I wanted to hear everything he had to say.
No matter how loud.
Or soft.

I felt him and this shock over came me.
Like the kind you'd get sticking your finger in a light socket.
Or when you rub your socks on the carpet and poke your grandmother.
Even the kind when you get struck my lighting.
Not just once.
Not just twice.
But every time.

I make it a point.
Like the tip of your freshly sharpened pencil.
To learn you.
You,you,you.
Nobody else but you.

Why though.
What makes these chemicals.
C8H11NO2+C10H12N2O+C43H66N12O12S2 to be exact.
Why do they combine when I hear your name.
Why do they bubble when I see your face.
Why do they build up this storm when I feel your touch.

Oh you have the softest touch.
The sweetest lips.
With a hint of salt.
Our body is just flesh,bones,and salt.
But still sweet.

There's a will.
When there's a will there's a way.
Which way is the right way.
I just follow in his steps.
He follows in mine.
Does this mean we're making a circle.
Or some toxic nightmare.

I step left.
He steps right.
His right of course.
I step right.
He steps left.
But my left.

How,how,how.
How can I love.
How can I love when I'm afraid.
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall.
All of that doubt suddenly goes away.
Somehow.
Someway.

I can't decide.
Do I let him save my life.
Or if I'll drown.
I never wanna leave.
But if I'm alone.
He'll never bleed.

He puts his arms around me.
And I'm home.
I'm home.
Home.

C8H11NO2.
C10H12N2O.
C43H66N12O12S2.
3 chemical bonds.
1 great word.
Love,love,love.

I love him.