Highschool

So sorry

Ryan's POV

After a while of just sitting there with Sabrina there's a knock at the door, I turn around and see Chloe and Peyton, I gesture for them to come in and they do

"Peyton can you stay with her, Chloe and I need to talk alone" I ask, he nods and I take Chloe's hand to lead her out

"I'm so, so sorry I said that" I start while trying to get her to look me in the eyes but she avoids my gaze

"You regret sleeping with me?" She asks and I can hear the hurt in her voice

"There is almost nothing I regret less, I wouldn't take it back for the world, I was shocked, it just came out, I don't even know what I meant" I tell her, I take her hand and she looks at it before looking at me

"You're an adult, living your life, raising your sister, you have a job and why would you want to waste your time on me when you could have whatever girl you wanted" she asks me and that takes me by surprise

"I am 23, I do have a job and I am living my life but I want you in that life, my life has always been B, it will always be her, she's everything to me, but I've I've never even thought about any other girls the way I think about you, they've never meant to me what you do, it was always at the end of the day I'd go back to B and we'd be each other's company, I've had girlfriends, I've been with other girls but none of them ever made me feel the way you do, none of them have ever made me stop worrying about B, they've never been interested in any more than physique" I blurt out

"Really?" She asks in disbelief

"Really...I know it sounds a bit pathetic that my life is my sister, some people probably think it's creepy but...she's been everything I've needed to feel okay and to feel like I have a purpose since I was six years old and they let me hold that little bundle, she's my best friend, so when I said what I said I wasn't thinking, everyone she's ever known has hurt her but me, if I'm not her safe haven anymore then I don't know what would be and that terrifies me, just like the thought of hurting you does" I tell her, I probably sound insane

She goes to say something but she's cut off when someone runs over to us, I do a double take as I hear the voice and then find myself unable to speak as I look up and confirm who it is

"Where is she?!""

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Who do you think it is? Xoxo