The 1:00 am confession !

you still exist ?!

"Hi ! I'm Naina . I Really love what I do, and having a passion for it makes me work better," I had practiced my introduction for almost the tenth time and just wondered if the jury would ever select me.

Ah! After graduating life wasn't quite the same as I expected it to be, responsibilities grew along.
I had moved to Bangalore just a week before and settled in the new apartment I had rented. I had already arranged all my stuff and kept the necessary parts of furniture I'd need.
I was the most organised girl you'd come across anywhere for my age. Not an OCD person but yes cleanliness was just my thing.

As I lay on the bed after doing the dishes, I felt my body relax. And then he popped up. Urghhh ! Why? Why out of no where should I be thinking about him. I tried to lay blank but then ended up in tears. *Reminder: I'm emotional, no! I'm just very emotional .* The reason you ask me? It isn't being heart broken , it's because I just can't take things for long that I've been hiding, things that still matter and thinking about the things I've lost that I once loved!

It was winter 2014 when I realized I meant nothing to someone who meant the entire world to me. Merely I was just a person out of my mind who he had just for PDA (public display of affection) ? I felt horrible that I had fallen for this guy. The reason he left me was he couldn't just wait a week to let me decide how to take about our decisions about the future (though I was young for that) and how to be meeting him almost everyday which so ever freaking place he told me!
Insane, yes that's what he was!
I left him, I say proudly. And I don't regret my decision at all.

How funny is it?
You treat someone like shit and have the guts to go tell them they're ignoring you, and then go all over expecting you to be proud of having them . Oh no! That isn't happening.

The moment Neil left me, I had no more hopes of wanting him or anyone else back. Why would I want my heart broken once again?

Later that night, I decided to go explore the city and so took out my car and decided to leave with the GPS on and the list of places I had to visit on my side.
As I drove out of the parking, my phone beeped. It read *an unread message from Neil* .
What was he now up to ? All these years I hadn't even heard from him and now all of a sudden he needed me. I took the car aside and checked it , it read "hello".
I was really taken aback by him even wanting to talk to me after knowing the reason we broke up. Not that we couldn't be friends but because I didn't trust him anymore.
"You still exist?" I immediately texted back.
I waited for a minute or so to get a text back but I didn't and so I didn't want to disturb my schedule at all.
*Reminder- I'm much organized and being late is something I hate*

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Hey guys. Hope you've liked it so far.
This is just the beginning , the people Naina meets from her past as well as the new ones , you'll get to know as it proceeds. You'll also know where it eventually lands her.
Is it trouble awaiting, homesickness or adventure?
Keep reading to know!
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