Bully!Prussia X Bullied!Depressed! reader

Chapter 1

Trigger warning!!!!!!
I run home once again from my hell hole people call school everyday day with the same stuff the group of bully's that hurt me both physically and mentally, it hurts sometimes I want to die because I'm a worthless piece of shit. Oh sorry I'm so stupid, I'm Y/N my life is pretty shit I have one older brother his name is Spain and I only have one friend his name is Romano he's a great friend even though he swears a lot I don't mind. Than there's my bully's the most popular people in the school one of which is Prussia and his friends France, Denmark, America, China, and S.Korea. Sometimes big brother can be mean to me only when he is with them he's nice at home but a total ass when we're at school anyway enough about me. I'm in tears I can't deal with this my own brother called me a worthless fat bitch today and my body hurts America and Denmark beat me up really bad today, they broke my nose and left bruises and cuts across my skinny body. Even though it hurts to run I'm still running away from them, I can't be happy it seems like and big brother has gotten worse at home he's gotten really mean. I tell Romano and he'll tell big brother Spain to stop because they are dating, Romano is always on my side when it comes to this that's why I'm running to his house. As I arrive at his house I see him waiting for me and boy did he look mad ass hell.
"R-Romano" I say with tears rolling down my face
I run up to him crying, he embraced me into a hug and I hug back crying on his shoulder.
"What did-a that bastardo do-a to you?" He asked me with anger in his voice
"S-Spain called m-me a w-worthless f-fat b-bitch and A-America and D-Denmark b-beat me u-up" I say with more tears both of  pain and sadness
His hug tighten on me and he brought me inside his house.
"It's-a alright the tomato bastard will-a pay for-a the thigs he has-a done" he said Rubbing my back
I wipe the tears off my face with the sleeve of my PTV hoodie and look at Romano
"c-can I s-stay here tonight?" I ask, and he nods.
"of-a course" he said.
"t-thanks" i speak in a quiet tone
He nods again, going into the kitchen leaving me at the couch alone to cloud my every thought, the emptiness and darkness consume my mind into my never ending depression and hell, because I am my true enemy.
"You should-a rest" he said, taking me to my room in his house.
He closes the door and leaves me with my demons, they're in my head 24/7 all day everyday. They want me to die and rot, honestly I wouldn't mind I just feel so numb but my body is in so much pain but it's not enough to satisfy my demons. I take my phone out and take my phone case off, then my favorite razor falls out onto the cold wood floor of my room. I pick up my sharp friend and drag it across my arm over and over again than I move to my next arm.....no one cares, no one notices, and no one knows.

A/n~
Hello this is a hetalia story I love hetalia and the anime helps me through my depression and yes I have depression but I do enjoy writing this kind of stuff     ~Wolf💜