Bully!Prussia X Bullied!Depressed! reader

Chapter 4

TRIGGER WARNING!!!! Suicide is mentioned a lot
Y/N POV~
It was Monday how I hate Monday's, I was walking to school with Romano we talked and walked. But we we're in silence for a little bit, that's when I caught myself thinking about Prussia again...why must this happen to me, why do I have a crush on the person that hates me the most. But he is cute...no his is not...he is tho I mean when he smiles..I feel myself blush at that thought...I'm such an idiot aren't I, fuck..maybe it's just a phase  and I don't actually like him...I hope at least because it will hurt even more if I do actually have a real crush on him.
Prussia POV~
I was on my way to school with France and Spain my best friends, we we're having a awesome time. As we walked to school I found myself thinking about Spain little sister, she is kinda cute and shy....honestly I don't know what to do I'm the popular boy and she's the Emo girl, it would ruin my awsome place as most popular boy in school. Besides my hole group of friends would lose popularity as well, that's unawesome and we need to be popular...but is awesome popularity better than the happiness of a depressed girl, my answer is I don't know but they guys would say yes. But I don't know my answer, if I say no they'll think I'm weird if I say yes they wouldn't say anything.
Y/N POV~
I walk into first hour, I have that class with 2 of my bullies in it. This class I have South Korea and America in this class, I think Romano said that they're dating but I'm not sure and I don't wanna be involved but they bet me up and call me names so I am involved aren't I. I sigh while I get ready for class because of the thoughts I'm having....besides I'm planning on jumping off the bridge near my house just to end it all so this hell I won't have to face anymore...
~time skip to walking home~
I'm limping because France, big brother Spain, and Denmark jumped me and bet the shit out of me. At least today is the last day of this and I don't have to face this, I finally will cure this place of me which is what everyone wants. What people think is that I'm walking home but I'm walking to the bridge to jump, no one would see because nobody is ever there. As I get closer to my destination I pull out a bottle of pills, painkillers mixed with sleeping pills so I won't feel anything when I jump. I finally arrived at the bridge, I'm so happy I'm finally jumping.
"I'm sorry Romano I'm sorry Norway, I just can't take it anymore" I say. With a tear rolling down my face
With that I get up on the edge of the bridge and I get ready to jump, me already being sleepy and not being able to feel pain because of the pills I was even more ready for this. But before I could jump someone pulled me of the edge, I couldn't see who because I passed out right after.
Prussia POV~
For some reason I felt off most of today, the weirdest thing happened Y/N smiled which was cute, I finally know I have a crush on them, but I had an uneasy feeling about something today so after school I decided to follow them. They weren't walking home which confused me but as we near a bridge, I see them take out a pill bottle and take all of the pills. Than they walked faster to the bridge and I walked quickly because I found out what they are planning, Y/N is planning to jump...to kill themself...it need to hurry and save they.
I'm So as they jump, I grab their hand and pull them off the edge and into my arms were they pass out do to the pills. I decided to take them back to my house.

A/N~
I'm sorry for the slow update and the short chapter but, I do hope you liked it!
Sincerely ~Wolf💜