Bully!Prussia X Bullied!Depressed! reader

chapter 7

Trigger warning!!
~Y/N POV~
It's been another week of the same damn shit everyday, Prussia asking me out everyday but also his friends bully me still. Does the world just want me to be in pain..... the want to kill myself is so strong, I have the plan and it's a good one. Anyway I have to try, the pain that this world has given you will be gone soon. Oh yeah we got new seats in every class and in most classes in sitting next to one of my bullies, it makes me more depressed because none of my classes i have a seat next to or near Romano and Norway. Right now I'm in my 3rd hour which is German class (my favorite class ever), I sit next to Prussia's younger brother. He's quite nice and the opposite of his brother Prussia, his name is Germany.
"Hallo Y/N" he says, and looks over at me.
"Guten morgen Germany" i say back to him
He nods and goes back to working on finding information for our German project together, I write down the information and put it one the large piece of black paper.

~magic time skip of awesomeness~

It's lunch time now, ahhh my favorite time because I get to sit next to Norway and Romano. I'm sitting down next to Norway and Romano is across from me, we joke around about things and talk about our days.
"My day is complete shit" I say, and sighs in pure annoyance.
"My day is going alright" Norway says, to me and Romano.
"My-a day is going ok-a" my Italian friend says.
We all talk about people we hate a lot, we make jokes a lot to. I always seem to laugh at their stupid jokes, Romano actually pretty funny.
~Prussia's POV~
I watch them from my table but they can't notice me which is good, I know they are mad at me... damn. I still have a crush on them, they're just Awsome. But as I watch I see them laugh and smile with their friends, they probably hate me to. My little brother west is a friend off Y/N I believe, I can ask him about Y/N I think unless he doesn't want to tell his awesome older brother.

~time skip by homicidal Liu my husband XD~

~Y/N POV~
Last hour finally, it's not a bad class to I'm surprised. The teacher is very nice to me, she is one of my favorite teachers. She teaches Language arts, a class I normally am good at.... I suck at math, math is a little pain in the ass. Anyway her name is Mrs. Grey, she teaches well I like her. The only teacher that's letting me an Norway sit next to each other at at table, the best part is it's just me and him at the table. It makes me somewhat happy, I guess I'll never be fully happy. That's ok right? Or is it not the best for a person? Well anyway I have friends now, yay. Damn I hate myself, I always seem to hurt people and make them sad. Maybe I should just go, no think of your now 3 friends. They would be sad as hell, they would forget about me in 4 days maximum. I really don't have a lot of love for myself but I love my friends like family, that's the only good thing about life.

~flying mint bunny time skip~

I'm just about home to mine and Romano's house, good to be out of that hell hole! I'm just walking home and listening to my music which happens to be my Pierce the veil playlist, has all my favorite PTV songs on them. I walk inside the house and smell pasta...how predictable of him, it was eather pasta or homemade pizza and it was pasta.
"Hey Romano I'm back home from the library" I say to him.
I was at the library for a few hours because I wanted to study, I need to be peppered for my tests.
"Good" he says, while has focused on cooking.
I take this chance to go to my room and lock the door, I put my backpack on my bed and I sit on the floor because I don't want to get blood on my floor. I take out my phone and take the phone case off, I keep 3 razor blades in my phone case (I do that). I take out the sharpest one and place my phone case on the floor, I have the razor blade in my other hand. I can't wait to experience what I've been waiting to do all day, I think as I roll up my sleeve to my already very messed up arm. I drag the blade across my skin harshly many times, cold liquid blood run down my thin pale arm. I patch up my arm and roll down my sleeves, I cleaned up the floor that my blood dripped on. After a little bit of cleaning everything looked normal, like nothing happened which is good. I put the razor blade back in my phone case, I place the phone case back on my phone carefully making sure no razors fall out. I heard Romano calling for me.
"Y/N the pizza is-a done!" He calls for me.
"I'll be right down Romano" I yell to him.
I stand up and hope he doesn't notice anything off, I go out of my room and walk down the cold stairs. I walk into the dining room, everything is set up and I see Romano already eating.
"I see your happy" I say, in a joking way.
I see him roll his eyes because he has pasta noddles in his mouth, I sit down across from him and I eat a tiny bit. He doesn't notice all dinner which in happy about, usually he gives me way to much food. After dinner we head to our rooms to go to sleep, after I get into my room I change into my pajamas which is basically shorts and a t-shirt. I take my sleeping meds and turn off my light, I get into my nice and warm bed which is also comfortable as fuck. I close my eyes and I go into a deep dreamless sleep.

A/N~
Here's a long chapter for ya! Yay :3 anyway I'm sorry for not updating, so I made a long chapter. I really hope you enjoy! Also check out my friend's new story! Her username is 777dizz_A ~
It's awesome like Prussia, it s a creepypasta story. Still check it out! Also thank you so Fucking much for 2k reads!!!!!!!

~With love Wolf🖤