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Chapter 3

TRIGGER WARNING PLZ BE SAFE MY CHILDREN!
It's been a week since the day I was beaten up, and I haven't been in school for about a week I locked myself in my room. My brother doesn't care why would he's one of the most popular guys in school and I'm just the Emo that gets picked on how cliché. But my room is so comfy, honestly it's the only place where I'm safe I can live in peace with my demons because their always there. But why do they hate me I have never done anything bad to anyone, I'm kind I treat people with respect but for some reason they want me to die but honestly I want to be dead. I've gotten thinner at least maybe that will make big brother happy you can see some of my bones and I'm now even more pale, my h/c hair is the same. I look dead, I look as if a corpse came to life and took the form of my body, I feel dead to. I sit up on my bed and buried my face into a BTS plushie and cry. I just cry now until my face hurts or I pass out, I don't eat much I only ate a small snack this entire week honestly I don't feel pretty yet I'm still a fat pig. Soon I hear a knock on my door, that's strange no one ever knocks on my door they usually just burst in yelling at me.
"Y/N open this-a god damn door-a" Romano spoke
"No just go hangout with your boyfriend Romano" I say. While choking on my tears
"God damn it-a why-a" Romano said in his normal voice
"I just wanna be alone" I speak. As tears roll down my face
"Fine-a" he says.
I hear his foot steps get quieter as he leaves, I break down crying. I can't have anyone see me cry because they'll make fun of me and beat me up more as if knocking me out is not enough for them. I wanna die honestly it could stop the hell that I go through I just need to cut a vain.....but what about Norway and Romano I can't do that to them, it would hurt them so much and I don't want to hurt them more than I already have. Soon enough my face starts hurt from the crying, I was crying into my Suga plushie after all I can do is cry and be a failure. Should I.....or should I not......jump off the bridge near my house, it would end everything and everyone would be happy. I mean would they even remember, Romano and Norway  probably just pity me because I'm bullied and they wanna look like good people. Soon I pass out of exhaustion because I was crying so much it's a usual occurrence.
Romano POV
I walk away from Y/N room back to my damn boyfriend Spain.
"You're-a the worst brother ever-a" I say to Spain
"So she's a little shit" he says
This makes me so fuckin disgusted what Spain does to his little sibling it's horrible, it's not fucking right. I'm helping Y/N secretly move into my damn house because at least she'll be safer that with this bitch.
"You don't-a fucking say that about-a your family you bastard" I say with anger
"Don't care" he says looking at his phone not even paying attention that bitch
"fine-a than" I say
I got back to Y/Ns door and try to open it, it's fuckin locked at least I know how to unlock the damn door. As I unlock it I see that Y/N is passed out God damn, they looks fuckin terrible this is the worst I've seen her. I pick her up bridal style, she's lost a lot of weight this past week damn they look like a fucking twig.
"I'm going-a home" I say and I just leave with Y/N in my arms
I place them in the damn passenger seat and I walk over to the drives set and I drive back to my house.
I arrive back to my home, I see Y/N is still passed out cold. Those assholes don't even care about how they actually react and feels it makes me sick to my fucking stomach when I see what their own damn brother does. I can tel that they were god damn crying till she passed out, because she face had tear stains. I pick her back up and go into the fuckin house where, I place them in the room that I made for her God damn they was so light. I go back downstairs to make a damn pizza.
Y/N POV
I wake up in a different room, I sit up quickly with my heart racing with anxiety until I realize I'm in Romano's house.