Bully!Prussia X Bullied!Depressed! reader

Chapter 2

TRIGGER WARNING
It's the next day, I woke up with pain in both arms. Then I remember what happened, what I did. All the cuts I made on my pale skinny arm. I don't regret what I did, I never do. The pain is addicting to me, the wonderful pain it felt good, the people that give me this pain they don't know....not even Romano. It hurts not to tell him but I can't tell him I don't wanna hurt him...the only good thing is that it's Friday and it's the weekend. Tomorrow maybe I'll finally jump.....maybe.
~time skip to school~
Great I'm in hell and I see Prussia with America and Denmark, this is when my anxiety kicks in and I run into the school only to run into France and big brother.
"watch where you're going you useless stupid bitch" big brother Spain says.
I look down in shame. Why does big brother hate me?
"Watch it you stupid whore" France says. Big brother agrees with him
As they leave they both push me against the lockers where my head gets hit really hard twice against the locker. I just keep going, I can't cry in front of them, especially because big brother will make fun of me at home.
I walk to my first hour. It's the only good class because I have Romano and a new friend Norway in that class and I sit next to them, Norway is very kind and sweet. Him, me and Romano are doing a group project together, it's about different food cultures which is fun to learn about!
~time skip to lunch~
I'm waking to the lunchroom with my headphones in and Asking Alexandria playing when I feel myself being pulled to a different hallway, when I feel pain in my left cheek and fall to the ground. I look up to see Prussia laughing really hard with America, France chuckling, and Denmark looking down at me with a straight face. I get up off the floor and back up until I bump into big brother and he pushes me back down to the cold floor of the school, I already feel tears in my eyes.
"Can't you just kill yourself already" big brother says.
America laughs obnoxiously "yeah dude go home cry and cut yourself" he adds laughing.
France nods, "why don't you jump off a bridge, no one wants you here" France adds
"nobody wants a ugly fat worthless piece of shit like you" Prussia, their leader says.
I can't cry but I feel the tears coming, I must not cry I keep telling myself...the worst part is they're right every little word they say is spot on.
"Please just die that will solve everything" Denmark says, as he kicks me in the stomach. Than big brother kicks me in the back, America and Prussia hits me me in the stomach with Denmark till I start to see black and the world around me starts to fade away and my eyes start to close. Is this finally the end because I hope it is, soon as I know it I pass out due to all the pain and beatings
Spain's POV
Shit. this went to far their knocked out, why do I feel bad I never felt this way when I beat them up with my friends. I look at Prussia because he's the leader of the group and we listen to him.
"What should we do" I ask
"we leave them here and pretend that nothing unawesome happened like we always do" Prussia says to me. I nod
We all hurry and walk away looking like nothing happened, that we are innocent people that would never hurt anyone. But the truth is is that we bully my little sibling, I get enjoyment out of this seeing how much power I have against someone. But at the same time I don't know what's wrong with them like see looks so ugly, Emo, and useless.
Norway POV
I'm so worried Y/N isn't here yet and they are always here by now, oh god if that stupid dane did something in gonna cast the worst spell I have. I finally decided to look for them because I can't just sit here while something bad could be happening, I see that stupid Dane walk out of the hallway with a smug look in his eyes. I wait till he leaves and look to see them. They are passed out cold, their beautiful face looks so cut up and her nose is bleeding the rest of their beauty is covered in cuts and bruises.
"Oh dear Y/N!" I say with worry.
I pick them up bridal style and take the to the nurse, I'm so worried I walk as quickly as possible to the nurses office so that Y/N can get at least a little help.
"help" I say
The nurse comes running out, shocked by the sate of Y/N, she takes them out of my arms an tells me to go back to class, I nod and walked to my class worried as hell. I do hope they are alright but I know that she isn't I saw their arms.....I feel so sad and worried I just hope I need make them happy because her smile is most beautiful.
~time skip~
Y/N POV
I feel the world come back to me and I blink and sit up, and I groan in pain. I look around to see that I'm in the nurses office, because I'm here a lot due to, you guess it, my bullies and what they do to me....but sometimes I see Prussia......and..my heart..it beats faster....not in a bad way. My cheeks turn a light pink, wait I can't like him I can't he's my bully and he hates he could care less about me he wants me to kill myself so....it doesn't matter. Why would it ever matter I'm just a mistake...that's all I am and how could the most attractive boy like a mistake like me.

A/N
The feels I get when I'm writing this and Prussia is my favorite I cri any I hope you all enjoy💜

~Sincerely Wolf💜