Bully!Prussia X Bullied!Depressed! reader

Chapter 6

Y/N POV~
It's been a week since what happened now I can't have a god damn moment to myself. Romano won't leave me alone, Prussia won't, Norway wont. They need to leave me the fuck alone, at least Romano isn't that bad he's the only one that isn't watching my 24/7. Life sucks, why does this life chose me...well you know what they say life isn't always fair. For me it's complete shit, god damn where did I mess up? Why does everyone hate me? Why can't people just let me die? Life is tough it likes to throw big ass rocks at you straight in the face, mostly my face tho. Anyway I'm going out oh the house for the first time this week, that's surprising isn't it.
"Y/N we are-a going to school today-a" Romano says, right outside my door

"I know, I don't want to go tho" I say

"i know-a you don't want to-a go" he said, with a sigh.

i sigh "ill be out in a minute than we can leave" i say to him

"OK-a ill be in the car-a" he said

i heard his foot steps getting quieter and soon they fad away, i get ready as quick as i can so we are not late for school. I put on a black MCR crop top with a white tang top under it I than but on black tights with short shorts over them. I than do a quick bit of make up which is just some eyeliner on my under eye with a black pencil eyeliner, than with black eye shadow and black liquid eyeliner on my eyelids. now I am ready to go so i grab my school bag, Phone with headphones, and my combat boots. I put on my combat boots and my school bag on my back, I run to the car where Romano is waiting for me so we can get to school.

~time skip to second hour~

I sigh because its only second hour and I already want to go home and die, we got new seats and I'm sitting next to an asshole. well I mean one of the many assholes that got to this hell hole and who all the popular girls and some boys want to date or fuck. anyway I'm sitting next to France, he usually calls me a slut, hore, ugly bitch, and more shit like that. honestly i want to kill myself so bad it just seems so easy, I guess the world isn't gonna let me even though its whats best for the world if i was gone.... the worst thing id that Prussia transferred to all the same classes as me and that is even worse, the bad part is that hes sitting to my right and France is sitting to my left. Prussia is ether flirting with me or trying to get my attention, I blush sometimes at the things he says to me. I do like him but i can't really trust him because off all the shit hes done to me, hes an asshole but a cute one.. What am I saying, no bad Y/N hes mean and hes only doing this to hurt you more. I can't let my self fall for him more, i already have a crush on him but I can't let him know.

"Hallo Y/N you look great~" Prussia says to me

I roll my eyes and i continue reading my book Norway got me, its a very good book its called Milkweed its about WW2 (its my fav book).

"What are jou reading?" he asks me

"a book" i say, trying not to use my book to hit him

"what book~" he said, with a hint a flirt kinda voice

i just ignore him and keep reading my book, and i see him sigh out of the corner of my eye. i feel bad but i feel like hes only doing this to make fun of me some how or hurt me, I just don't know what to do. I could always ask Norway or Romano i guess, for now I'll just deal with it for now and ignore him.

"Wanna go out with me Y/N~" he asks me

i bite my lip a little "no" i say, still looking at my book

well this is going to be a long year, that is if I'm alive still. I don't think I will be alive but maybe I'll say yes to Prussia one day maybe, he'll just have to wait till I trust him or I have the strength to say yes because I'm just scared to say yes. I feel like he means it but at the same time he could be faking it and hes just doing this to keep bullying me emotionally, I'm not sure but it doesn't really mater I'll be dead soon hopefully........

A/N~

Hallo everyone I'm so sorry i haven't updated in so long but here is an update yay! I've been having bad writers block so if any of you got ideas you can message me you're idea, and this book is very close to 1K reads! awesome just like Prussia. so what should I do to celebrate? just message me :3 i also wrote this on my computer X