In Love With You

Chapter 5

Chris' pov
The next morning I got a message from my girlfriend Gaia.

Gaia- hey baby I'm coming back tomorrow miss you xx

Chris- can't wait come to bvbs house xx

The thing is Melanie doesn't know about my girlfriend. I decided I should finally tell her. Yes 20 now yesterday was a great day I had with her she's special to me.

Melanie's pov
Yesterday was a great day I decided today I would finally tell Chris how I felt I'm scared though. I had a shower and changed into a skull shirt, tights and a lose jacket. I then painted my nails with the nail polish Ricky gave me.

After I let them dry there was a knock on the door Chris came in "hey!" I squealed "go downstairs in the lounge room and I need to show you guys something" I said he nodded.

I grabbed all my paintings I have been painting for the past 3 weeks. "Alright guys the past few weeks I have been painting things that remind me of you all, close your eyes tight, Chris I will give you yours later" I said they did I placed there paintings in each of there hands. "Open" when they opended they found the painting I drew them.

There mouths dropped "wow" they were all speechless I giggled. "Chris can I talk to you?" He nodded. Everyone left to go into the kitchen. "What's up" he said.

"Um..I..um..look...your the first guy I have really trusted in a while... I think your funny and cute and I think I might-" I was cut off my the door bell. "Hold on" Chris said opening the door having a girl with black long hair who was really pretty.

"Chris" she sqeauled hugging him he then kissed her. My face fell my heart broke Into millions of pieces. "Mel this is gaia my girlfriend" he said "girlfriend?" I questioned I was pissed now he never told me in the 3 months I've known him.

"Nice to meet you" she stuck her hand out. "Nice to meet too" I whispered great my anxiety has kicked in everyone came in the room. "Mel is jinxxs sister" Chris said she nodded, she seemed nice. "What were you going to say?" Chris asked "don't worry" I whispered. "I have to do something" I whispered running upstairs.

I closed and locked my door sliding down it I let out tears. I started to sob I'm such an idiot.

I saw the painting on my bed I was going to give him.

I grabbed my pocket knife and stabbed it right in the middle between the skull coffins. I made a zig zag line down the middle and threw the one of the guy skeleton which was meant to be him in the cupboard. I looked at mine and hung it up.

I can't believe I was going to tell him about how I felt. Thank god I didn't though otherwise it would have been super awkward. He still can't believe he didn't tell me god I look like an ass.

I got up and walked downstairs sitting next to Ashley. "Hey baby girl you ok?" He said I nodded. He rested my head on his shoulder kissing my head. "So Gaia how are you" I asked nicely. "I'm great how are you?" She asked "good" I replied. "I'm sorry Chris told my everything that happened to you" she said.

My eyes widened, my breath caught my throats and I chocked. "Oh" I said I didn't look at Chris. What did he say to her? He told her everything I didn't even tell the bvb boys only him and jinxx how could he.

I got up and ran upstairs slamming my door I could hear knocking on my door. I blocked it out and put my ear buds in. I started playing sleeping with sirens all of my heart I closed my eyes.

Why would he tell her, I trusted him he broke my trust. She probably thinks I'm some kind of freak I should just die in a hole. I took one of my earbuds out and heard a knock "Mel let me in please" it was Chris I didn't reply. "Mel Melly" I groaned "no fuck off" I snapped.

"Please let me explain" I sighed. I slowly got up and opened the door "what" I asked. "Mel" he went to hug me but I backed away, "leave me alone" I said with my voice cracking.

"No Mel" he closed my door. "I'm sorry I told but-" "BUT NOTHING!" I cut in. "I trusted you, you where the first person I trusted in a very long time Chris. Then you go and tell a girl I've never met and probably thinks I'm a freak that I went through all that. How dare you I haven't even told the black veil bride boys! But you go and tell your fucken girlfriend!" I yelled.

"She doesn't think your a freak! Ok! Stop assuming shit! I didn't think she would bring it up, it's your decision who you tell and it's my decision who I tell" he yelled. "NO! It's not your fucken decision! It's mine it's my past and my story to tell" I screamed.

"Maybe if you didn't fucken tell my anything we would be fine maybe if you fucken stayed in the mental hospital we would all be happy" he said. As soon as he said that he felt guilty "fuck off" I screamed. "Get out and never speak to me again understood" I pointed to the door "I'm sorry" he whispered on his way out.

I slammed the door shut I locked it and started crying a lot how could he do this....I should just fucken die.

I started playing My stereo and of course motionless In White had to come up. I grabbed my blade and started making cut through out my whole body. I then wiped myself clean and layed in bed sobbing falling asleep to Chris singing to me.

(Guys sorry I haven't updated I have been depressed a lot. Anyway hope you enjoyed this chapter love you all - Mel xx)