In Love With You

Chatper 7

We went back to the car i played more music, after a while we arrived at a cabin it was 8 o'clock at night. It was snowing I was amazed at the sight.

We got out and a familiar face ran up to holly and hugged her. "What are you doing here Zac?" I said to them they blushed. "Ok um we are kinda dating" my eyes went wide "since when?" I asked angrily.

"Um 5 weeks" she replied "who knows" i asked "everyone" she whispered, angry grew over me. I stormed off and Into the house with my suit case. "Alright Melanie your room is there I'll send someone who is gonna stay with you" Jinxx said. "Not holly though" I replied with venom in my voice.

I walked into my bedroom there where 2 Queen beds the room had 1 bathroom. I sat on my bed I then heard the door nob turn "can we talk?" It was holly "about" I replied.

"Look Melanie I'm sorry I didn't tell you about me and Zac-" "SORRY? your sorry bullshit after all he has done to you, then you don't tell me after 5 weeks!" I said I stood up and started pacing.

"I always told you shit! No matter what fucken hell! You where dating that dick and didn't think to tell me?!" I yelled. "I didn't know how you would take it after-" " take it! What did you think I would do scream yay!"

I heard footsteps outside the door. "I'm your fucken Friend I was their when that asshole did that shit, you always come crying to me when he does something" I screamed. "Holly fucken hell this friendship is over!".

"Melanie no!-" "this friendship is bullshit there is no point I keep giving you the same advice and you throw it out the window!" I said by know we both had tears running down our face.

"Go sleep in your boyfriend's room" I said and closed the door in her face I collapsed on the bed and cried. How could she do this? I fucken hate everyone and everything.

"Mel your roommates coming upstairs" I heard someone yell.. Great I wiped my tears. Things couldn't get any worse

The door opened and things became way worse "no fucken way" i mumbled.....

"Hello to you to" Chris said I rolled my eyes. I grabbed my bag and pulled out my laptop. I went on Instagram and start scrolling threw stuff "FOOD!" I heard.

Chris got up and walked to the door "Coming?" He asked "not hungry" I mumbled "Come on" he said I shook my head. "Fine starve yourself" he said "not like you care" I snapped I saw a glimpse of hurt in his eyes.

He left without a word, I then heard foot steps coming upstairs. "Here" I looked up and saw Ashley he handed me a container with chicken and rice in it. "Eat and tell me what happened" he said I signed.

"I fucked up" I replied "with what?" He asked "Everything" I sighed. "Tell me about it" I shook my head "you shore?" I nodded. I don't need to tell people my business.

He left I sat in front of my food and looked at it. Chris doesn't like me at all why would he, Gaia is amazing and beautiful. I mean shes a model and a makeup artist. I'm just me fat and ugly I'm a waste of space.

I grabbed my food and started eating it very quickly. I then ran to the bathroom and stuck my fingers down my throat and started throwing up.
After I was done I brushed my teeth and changed into my Pajamas which was a Andy black shirt and shorts. I threw on my long bvb jumper.

The jumper ended up going to my knees. I walked out and saw Chris he looked at me up and down I felt embarrassed I pulled my sleeves down. I got Into bed and pulled the cover over me. It was very chilly Chris had the light on he was on his laptop.

I kept thinking about how me and holly had the fight. I'm such an asshole to her, but she keeps running back to him.

"Melanie?" Chris called I didn't answer I thought he would think I'm sleeping. "Melanie" he repeated I still ignored him. "I know your awake" he said I sat up "what do you want" I said rubbing my face.

"You ok?" He asked "yep" I replied laying back down hiding myself in the covers. "I heard you and holly fighting before" he said I bit my lip and stayed quiet. "She wanted to tell you she was scared cos you hate the guy cos he broke her heart, but she said she really loves him" he said. The little fucker don't know shit.

"Shut the fuck up its non of your business" I replied. "Melanie for once think about someone else not just yourself" he snapped that's it, it's on.

"Think about myself? Think about myself? I have never once thought about myself you don't know shit! Me and holly had that fight fucken 4 years ago" I sat up as I continued.

"That prick you call Her boyfriend was abusive and she didn't tell me shit, after I caught him beating her I told her she has to stay away from him. She ended up in hospital cos things got so bad with him! Ok! As for thinking about someone else fucken hell! I always do. I don't tell anyone shit I dont go on and on about the shit I've been through!" I stood up and started walking to him.

"I listened to everyone's Shit while I've been here. Not once have I gone on and on about myself. I fucken spent weeks making those fucken paintings then I find out you have a girlfriend! Then on top of everything you told her about my shit! Then said you wanted me in the mental hospital. I haven't told anyone what happened between us! You told her and never once thought about how I would feel! Or how much pain I was in, So yep fuck in selfish go fuck yourself Cerulli!" I said with tears streaming down my face.

I stormed off the my bed covering myself again. "I'm sorry" he whispered I sighed and closed my eyes he turned the light off and went to sleep I wiped my tears and slowly fell asleep.

Hey guys this is my last update till February xx also check out my one shot book x
Thanks Mel xx