In Love With You

Chatper 8

I woke up by the sound of load snoring. I looked at the clock 6:30am I groaned and got out of bed. I walked to my suitcase and got out my cloths I then had a shower. I then dressed into black skinny jeans a long black shirt my black Veil brides jumper and my N.Y.P.D beanie I also put the coffin necklace Chris gave me I hid it under my jumper.

I grabbed my phone and walked downstairs carefully not waking the boys I also got my cigarettes. Yes over time I started smoking when I became depressed couldn't give a fuck. But if anyone found out I would be dead.

I walked outsider and sat in the staircases I look my lighter and lit my cigarette. I take a puff and let out smoke. I felt much better. God why is life so fucken annoying. I do miss being Chris' friend to be honest-

My thoughts where interrupted "Yo Mel? What are you doing" I looked behind me to see vinny. "Please don't tell anyone" I asked with pleading eyes.

"It's alright but I wanna talk to you" he said. I took another puff and nodded. "What up?" I asked "I wanna know what happened between you and Chris" he said I looked down. "Nothing" I simple said blankly.

"Melanie you've been blocking out the whole world since you met Gaia" he said I didn't say anything. "Mel baby girl I know about your problems about how....you where raped" my head snapped at him and my eyes widened. "Chris told me please dont be angry he only told me! Cos he wanted help and something similar happened to someone I know" he said.

I calmed down "can you tell me about them?" I asked him. "My sister my beautiful, smart, creative sister. She was 12 she went to a friend's house. I dropped her off when I came back I knocked on the door no one answer. The door was open I walked in I heard sobs coming from a door"

He took a breath "I saw the girls father....r-raping m-my sister" he was crying by know. I hugged him tightly as he cried "I pulled him off her and beat the shit out of him, but anyway Mel listen to me" he looked at me he wiped his fears away and calmed down.

"But Mel let me tell you where she is now that was 8 years ago. She's married to a fantastic man and has 2 beautiful children and couldn't be happier" when he said that I smiled.

"Look Mel I won't tell a soul ok? But baby girl don't be mad at Chris he want worried, now tell Me what happened with Chris please baby girl" I sighed and nodded.

"Well I was angry at Chris cos he told gaia about my past without my permission and she brought it up...I ran upstairs and Chris begged me to let him in so I did. He said that he can tell anyone he wants I said he couldn't... Some things where said" I stopped for a moment.

"He Said and I quote 'Maybe if you didn't fucken tell me anything we would be fine. Maybe if you fucken stayed in the mental hospital we would all be happy'" I sighed and let a single tear fall remembering how he broke my heart.

"Naw Mel" he said "And also he never told me that he had a girlfriend" Mel can I ask you something?" I nodded. "Do.. Do you have feelings for Chris?" He asked I looked at him with tears running down my face and nodded.

"Come here" he pulled me into a his chest. "Vinny he has Gaia" I sobbed even more. He sighed "listen Mel non of us really like Gaia to be honest we all think she's cheating but Chris won't listen to us...look you are going to find someone much much better than Chris give it time".

"But I don't wont anyone else I just want Chris" I sobbed.

After a while I calmed down I wiped the tears from my face and smiled at Vinny "thanks Vinny this means a lot to me" I smile and kiss his cheek. "Let's go inside, but first give me these". He took my cigarettes " Don't smoke again its bad for you" he said I nodded.

We headed inside everyone was there talking. When I walked in everyone stopped and looked at me and Vinny. I looked at them confused "What?" I replied "nothing" Jinxx said I shrugged it off. Me and Vinny went and sat on the couch and watched sponge bob.

"Um holly went home after you yelled at her" Jinxx said I didn't reply.

"What's your favourite instrument to play" Vinny asked me. "drums!" I said "FUCK Yeah" I giggled. "I love it cos it's like everything bad around you freezes and you don't have to focus on anything" I said "I love it cos I can get my angry out and not punch anyone these guns can take out anyone" he said rolling his shirt sleeves up kissing his "Guns" I laughed really hard.

"Sure Mauro sure" we both laughed. The rest of the day I watched Netflicks with Vinny and the rest of the guys.

We where going out for dinner so I dressed into a black dress that went to my knees. It had a second layer on top which was lace that stopped at the waist. I kept the necklace on and tucked in under my dress.

"Guys come on where going to Dinner" jinxx called.

I sat in the back with Chris, Vinny then me. "Mel what's your necklace of?" Vinny asked chris looked at me then at my neck I noticed the silver chain sticking out. "Um of something" I replied.

"Let us see" Ryan-Ashley said turning to me everyone did. "Um...uh...ok" I said nervously. I pulled out the chain and everyone saw the coffin I looked down. I slowly looked up at Chris he was starring at me. I quickly looked down.

"Mel who gave you that?" Jinxx asked I looked up at Chris "no one doesn't matter" Chris looked at me with hurt in his eyes. They left it I felt bad for Chris.

We arrived and got out, it looked fancy. I sat down in a booth next to Jinxx at the end. "Hello what can I get you?" A sluttly dressed girl came everyone looked at her boobs. Everyone ordered "I'll get the chicken pasta" I said "Hun don't you think she should order a salad" she replied I instantly felt a wave of depression hit me.

"Shes fine" Jinxx said. "Mel" Jinxx said I ignored him. "Omg shes such an ugly fat slut" I heard the waitress talking to the others. They pointed to be and laughed. "Yo slut go slit your wrists and die" I let a tear go "you fuck someone else ugly piece of shit" I got up and walked out with everyone calling after me.

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I will be updating every Sunday. Enjoy x