In Love With You

Chapter 19

I wake up yawning with a sleepy chris next to me "good morning"i kiss his cheek "Mm" he simply replies with i giggle. It has now been officially 6 months since me and chris have been together and things couldn't be better, we talk about our future and e does this really cute thing where he rambles on about how he's gonna marry me and take me on tour and stuff.

I kiss his lips "I love you" he says I smile "love you too" i hug him, "your like a polar bear" I giggle. He shakes his hair "my love" he whispers i kiss his cheek. "Come on"I pull him up "Let's go for a morning jog" his jaw drops he grabs me "Baby if you have been possessed by aliens raise your left foot to let me know" I laugh "come on chris I wanna try new things" he groans.

"If it makes you feel better I have my own little outfit" I giggle he smirks and wraps his arms around my waist "now we're talking" I giggle and go and change into my clothes.

I walk out and see chris wearing his clothes and I stare at him.

He smirks and holds me close "I can't wait to watch your ass bounce" he spanks my ass i gasp, "Christopher" I snicker and kiss his cheek. I hold his hand and walk outside I put my earphones in and start to run after an hour run I stop and I see a sweaty soaking wet panting chris stop.

His hands on his legs panting hard i laugh. "You ok there?"I Ask he pants. "Your *pant* gonna *pant* pay *pant* when *pant* we *pant* get *pant* home" I shake my head and he opens his water bottle pouring it all over him.

"Come on I'll shout breakfast" we enter a diner and sit down. We order our food and chris orders a jug of water and drinks straight from it i laugh. I eat my food and go on my phone. I decide to bring up a subject I've been meaning to ask "Hey Chris....you know how you wanna get married and stuff in the future" he nods.

"Do you want kids?" I Ask he laughs "no!" He keeps laughing shaking his head. Once he realises I'm serious he stops "Why do you" i nod, "oh well I'm sorry but I don't want kids ever" I raise an eyebrow.

"Why?" I Ask "there noisey disgusting whining and I don't want to take care of the kid" he says "but I would help" I say he rolls his eyes and grunt. "What's that supposed to mean" I Ask feeling hurt.

"Forget it" he mumbles "no tell me what's that suppose to mean" I snap. "Well your not the best when it comes to helping, for tour you didn't help at all you just sat on your phone, You stopped baby sitting for Maxine Cos you didn't like it, you don't clean up, you leave all your stuff around the bathroom and you don't help at all" he says I feel a sting in my heart.

"Excuse me i was helping but then Vinny was being stupid and ran into me and I hurt my back, i stoped baby sitting because of her asshole ex!, I do fucking clean I do the washing ironing, I clean the bed room lounge room your stupid study you keep a mess i Leave you some stuff to do simple things, and most of the bathroom is your shit!" I snap. I get up and put $20 dollars down. "Find you own way home" I snap and walk out walking home.

As I walk home tears stream down my face to make matters worse it starts to rain. I just want a kid, but he doesn't he didn't have to be nasty about it, now I feel like such fucking shit. I enter the house and walk to my room and lock the door as I collapse of the bed and cry my heart out.

He can be so mean I call up gaia and tell her to come over, shortly the door opens and in comes gaia with a bottle of rum "don't wanna drink gaia"i sniffle she puts it down. I tell her what happened and I cry as I do so, a while later she leaves and there's a knock my door.

"Mel can I come in?" It's chris, "go away" I snap he sighs and comes in. I cover myself with the sheets "Mel I'm really sorry" he says sitting on my bed I don't reply, "I didn't realise you do so much, I'm sorry I'm just stressed" he says I roll my eyes. "You don't notice Cos you always have your head up your ass" I snap.

He sighs "Look Mel I just don't want kids ok?" He says I sigh he pulls me onto his lap. "I love you ok?" I sniffle and wipe my eyes. He kisses my head "Sleep baby girl" he whispers into my ear.

I rub my eyes and chris pulls my hand away and wipes my tears i close my eyes and fall asleep.

I wake up a bit later feeling sick I run to the bathroom and throw up I whimper. "Fuck" I mumble. I sit on the floor and my head in my hands as I feel my head spin. I sigh and get in the shower and cool down. I go back to bed feeling ill. The rest of the night all I can do is toss and turn. I get up and go and sleep on the couch watching Tv, I slowly close my eyes.