My life as a Fulani girl.

Chapter twenty nine; Part two

He's watching me

He's watching me like always, without even glancing his way I could feel his presence.

I'm laughing

Because I'm happy

He makes me happy

He'll always make me happy

I turned before he reached me and grinned, my face almost splitting into half

My baby

My own

I couldn't believe it when they told me but he's actually mine

"hey mommy" My other baby- Ayman whispered kissing the tip of my nose.

He was holding our bundle of joy in his hands

"hey daddy" I whispered back kissing him lightly on the lips.

I looked down at his hands to see my baby but it wasn't there anymore

where is it? I started to panic

where is my baby?

what happened to it?

"Ayman where's my baby?" I asked with a shaky voice.

Aymans face changes and he scowls at me.

he starts to take steps back

away from me

no!

"you'll always be alone! Even your baby left you! You'll die alone"

no not Ayman too!

I tried to shout but nothing came out

I tried running but it was of no use my legs stayed rooted to the place

you'll die alone

you'll die alone....

you'll die alone....

I suddenly jolt upright, breathing heavily, my face covered with hot tears.

it's just a dream

I closed my eyes and tried to calm down my breathing. I was sweating and I felt too hot.

jumping off from the bed I entered the bathroom and went straight to the shower.

the water was too cold! And there wasn't any hot one so I gave up. I splashed water on my face and muttered dua's.

I was still in my black jumpsuit, I stated.

the last thing I remember was fainting that was it.

I don't remember removing my robe or my earrings and other jewelries.

Ayman must have done it!

the audacity of that man! He didn't even stay to see whether I was fine! He just kept me in my room and left. Who freaking does that??

I checked the time, it was only 11:00. I passed out for four hours!

I checked the room for my phone. I'm calling Yasir or anyone at home. I've already made up my mind.

I'm leaving

I'm tired of fighting

I'm simply tired

what's the point when all the fighting I do goes to waste??

I even thought this clothing will seduce him back to me but who am I kidding? I'm just plain stupid and Ayman is right.