My life as a Fulani girl.

Chapter twenty nine; Part four

Ayman's POV

   I searched everywhere around this house but I still couldn't find her. I angrily kicked the dining chair and then opened the fridge to get some water.

   thump, thump, thump

      what's that sound? I thought, I had been hearing it for the past hours.

    I dropped the bottle and followed the sound which led me to the backyard.

   and there she was, petite and small as ever angrily throwing balls into the basket hole.

    I stared as she got herself exhausted. Is this her way of venting off anger??

   I guess it was. My heart broke into a thousand pieces and my insides twisted and turned.

    I was the cause of all this.

     "urgh!!" she yelled. Her piercing sound went right through my soul. It was agonizing and painful to hear.

    She angrily throws another ball with the same force and then stopped to catch her breath.

    I went closer and that was when I realized she was getting out of breath.

    "Nina you ok?" I quickly went over and lifted her up.

   "get your filthy hands off of me!" she slapped my hands and staggered back.

   my face sank and I took few steps back too "Nina let me explain please"

     she sneered and took another ball "explain what?! How you took me against my will last night?" she asked.

    her eyes were glassy and swollen. Her hair was a mess and she has love marks all over her neck.

    I did all that to her? Oh shit!

I tugged on my hair and wet my lips "Nina I'm so sorry" I muttered.

     "sorry doesn't fucking solve anything!" she yelled then she threw the ball she had on me.

    I quickly blocked my face and the ball ended up landing on my stomach.

     I went out of breath as the impact hit me. Wow that hurt.

    the balls kept coming and Nina wasn't stopping anytime soon.

    I tried blocking  as many as I could but some still got to me.

    "Nina I'm sorry please stop!!"

   "when I was telling you that yesterday did you stop?!" she yelled and then fell to the ground crying hysterically.

    I slowly went and knelt down in front of her "Nina you don't know how remorseful I'm feeling right now. I hate myself for this. All I need is your forgiveness please" I whispered stroking her thighs.

   she was wearing shorts that reached her middle thigh and a tank top. Cute.

    "Ayman you've hurt me so much. I don't even know from were I'll start forgiving you" she whimpered wiping her nose with the back of her hands.

     she looked up to me, the tip of her nose was pink "remember you said it was all a game? Why will you guys bet on me?"

      "that was a lie. It was never a game I lied to make you hate me" I confessed.

      "why are you keen on making me hate you?!" she asked frustratedly.

      "Nina you make me feel things that I don't want to feel. Before you came I had no feelings what so ever. My heart was cold. When we started being close it melted. I guess I was a coward who was afraid of being hurt"