While i pull out from Diosa's house im now alone with my thoughts, reality has set in my dads gone
My mom is probably home upset while i was out having fun with my friends. Am i a bad daughter for trying to forget whats going on even if it was just for a couple of hours. When i open the door to the house i see my mom laying on the couch in our living room watching tv. She looks calm very much in her element phone in hand, remote in hand & coffee on the table she doesn't even seen bothered by the fact that my cat Minnie is laying by her.
"Ya llega ma."
"Te divertiste con tus amigos?"
"Ehh mas o menos fuimos a comer. Como te fue en el trabajo?"
"Bien."
She doesn't seem like she wants to talk much right now so i let her be. In my bed room i sit in front of my computer to a nice cold shower to cool down & now im about to straighten my hair & thoughts of Antonio begin to rush into my head. He's so I don't know, why cant i get him out of my head? He's nothing like Ethan but yet he caught my attention in the same way Ethan used to. But Ethan & Antonio are so different Ethan we was sweet, caring, friendly, gentle he was just so perfect in all ways. While Antonio is more rebelish, like if he doesn't care what anyone has to say about him or even think about him. I realized that when instead of being nice & saying he would accompany Diosa to the store he just told her no he didn't want to go. Ethan doesn't really like Diosa because of how she acts but he still would have gone with her to the store. I don't Ethan was everything i wanted or at least everything i thought i did. While Antonio looks like he likes to challenge authority he acts more like me & my friends. Me & Ethan were total opposites which is what made us such a great couple but Antonio give me a vibe like I'd like to get lost in his eyes & I'd let him take control.
"I have to get you out of my thoughts Antonio."
*sigh*
"Relationships are the last thing i should be thinking about. I graduate this year & i still haven't found a college i want to go to. I haven't even been looking for a job ugh."
When im done straightening my hair i climb into bed maybe if i close my eyes all the thoughts spinning in my head will disappear. Tomorrow will be another day maybe it'll be better than today. Or what if it's worse ugh i wish i could tell the future, to decide weather tomorrow is worth me waking up or not. Too bad i cant, ill just close my eyes & drift away. Hoping tomorrow will be a better day.
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Save Me
Teen FictionA girl who's father decides to go to Mexico & visit his mother leaves his daughter & wife heart broken & his family torn. She meets a boy who gives her attention & makes her feel loved & protected a feeling she hasn't felt since her father left. Dru...
