Save Me

Antonio

Something's going on right now, i can feel it...
I just don't know what it is but i am going to find out. I need to know why Mitsy is drinking the bottles as if they were water.

"Hey uh Diosa, whats wrong with Mitsy?"

"Huh. Oh uhm, uh, I don't know. I forgot. Jajaja come on take a shot with me!"

"Ehhh stop! Chill! I don't drink you know that."

"Oh my fucking gawd! Loosen up my ni**a! Sheesh! Everyone else drinking & hooking up & you here being boring."

This girl is beyond drunk she's wasted. Ugh she smells like pure liquor.

"What you mean everyone hooking up?"

"Well duh! Andrew got that Madelyn girl, Rodrigo found someone, Marcus is having fun with that chick over there who is ugly by the way & Mitsy & Josimar went up stairs but of course they been hooking up all night long. Then theres me & you odd balls out. So thats why I'm saying......"

I cut her off before she can finish
"Hold up! You said Mitsy & Josimar went to hook up? Upstairs? You sure."

"Duuh! I know my best friend."

Im a fucking idiot man! Fuck! I really thought staying sober & watching out for Mitsy would win me some ground with her but no, of course not. She probably upstairs with Josimar caressing & kissing every inch of her body. Im not a drinker but fuck it if this isn't a reason why people decide to get drunk.

"Diosa give me that bottle."

"Yay! Goodie take shots with me. It'll be fun!"

I dont know about fun, but it should help me not think about Mitsy & feel numb. I was an idiot for inviting Josimar along in the first place, fucking dumbass for not asking if he knew her ahead of time. A moron for trying to keep my distance & not weird her out tonight great. (Gulp gulp gulp) this shit taste nasty! How the fuck do people drink this shit!

"Well its an acquired taste, if you cant drink it straight you can drink a chaser. Like juice or soda or something."

"Nah im good!"

(Gulp gulp gulp gulp) couple more shots & im sure ill be good. Cant even remember whats her name's face.

"Ya know i thought you was really interesting & cute when i first saw you."

Diosa is slowly getting closer to me & rubbing her leg against mine. Oddly i like the feeling, hold up! Is this me or the henny talking?! I don't like Diosa. But whats the point Mitsy & upstairs all lovey dovey with Josimar! Ugh just imagining them together makes my blood boil, I don't know how to feel right now, but I do know that i don't want to think about Mitsy anymore or even hurt. This is the fucking reason why i don't date. I thought she was different, guess i was wrong. I know I don't want to sit here waiting for her to come downstairs & see me here like an idiot.

"Hey! So what are you thinking about? Am i in that little head of yours?"

Diosa may not be the one I like or even the one i want to be with, but i know i dont want to spend tonight alone.

"Lowkey yea i was thinking about you."