Save Me

Mitsy

Well then Antonio is driving tonight & i have more then plenty of reasons to get drunk tonight so that's exactly what im going to do.

"Bottoms up!"

Everyone cheers & takes a shot, hard liquor straight shots of clear & dark liquor recipe for disaster but oh well. That kiss from Josimar Earlier was simply perfect. I don't know how the night could get better. Then it happens my favorite dembow song starts playing Como yo le doy by Don Miguelo. Thats when i grab my best friend & we start dancing.

"Biiiitch! Thats my song!"

Of course Diosa is the loudest one here. I can feel Josimar's eyes on me though. That kiss left a lot to the imagination, i kinda wanted to rip his clothe off right then & there. Woah where that come from, it must the alcohol talking. Im not even liked that, however I've noticed that Antonio has been starring at me all night. Maybe I should go talk to him, or go dance with him or something.

"Yo!!!! Mimi i have to tell you something!!!"

Oh my gawd what is it now with Diosa.

"Bitch what happen?"

She runs towards me & starts to whisper.

"You think it'd be wrong if i try to get at Antonio after i hooked up with one of his friends?"

I don't know why but low key i wish Diosa would not even get near Antonio. But she's my best friend & I've kinda been hooking up with his cousin all night so...

"Diosa go for it, its not like you & Marcus made anything concrete or official between the 2 of you."

"Biiiiitch! You're right! Thanks! & do your thing with Josimar over there jajaj he cute thats all you though."

" Ok Diosa."

I don't why something inside of me is trying to push me to tell Diosa to stay away from Antonio. Just for tonight i guess I'll let go of my little inner voice & have fun though. I really need it. Now wheres Josimar i haven't seen him for like 20 minutes.

"Hey Rodrigo. You've seen Josimar?"

"Huh? Oh yea i saw him go out side to smoke i think he said."

"Okay. Thanks."

As im walking up the stairs towards the front door i get a text:
~mija ya estoy en la casa a que horas llegas?~
It's my mom telling me she's home & asking what time I'll be home. I don't know yet, i have to ask Antonio since he'll be driving. Now i gotta go find him. Mmmm where is he at, maybe with Diosa.

"Hey. Uhmm Sergio have you seen Antonio?

"Uh. Oh he's over there on the couch."

"K thanks."

Well i kinda need to reach Antonio before Diosa does cause once she gets him she wont be letting no other female talk to him until he hooks up with her not even me. I don't know why low key Diosa feels like i steal guys away from her. It just seems like it cause guys she is interested in end up being more interested in me but i just end up friend zoning them but afterward they just want to hook up with her. Not even date her just hook up. I feel bad but its nothing i can do to stop it.

"Hey, having fun?"

"Who me? Yea jaja how bout you."

"Im chilling, ya know since i don't drink or smoke not much i can do for fun at a party."

"Oh yea. Right. Uhm well I wanted to ask you something Antonio."

"Yea whats up?"

"Uhm well i was just wondering what time you want to start taking everyone home?"

"Well considering its your car, & you guys are the ones drinking why don't you tell me what time you want to leave."

"Jaja right the cars mine, duuh. Uhm well how bout this ill tell you how to tell when im drunk & from there you just gather everyone & we go.
Deal?"

"Yea that sounds good."

"Ok well once you see me ready to like offer anyone a lap dance willingly its time for me to go to sleep jaja."

"Jajaja wow really? Ok then"

"Unfortunately, yea when i get to friendly with people it normally means im ripped. So ill just give you my keys to hold ok."

"Jaja ok no problem."

I look at my phone & look at the time it says 2:25 am knowing me & the way im drinking right now ill be drunk by like 3:30 so to be safe ill tell my mom i'll be home by 4am.

~voy a la casa como alas 4 estamos lejos en la casa de Marcus.~

Just let my mom know the time & where im at. She should be good now. Now back to looking for Josimar. I walk once again towards the outside door. There he is, talking to Marcus? Mmm why. Should i listen or go & say hi. Im going to listen for a sec.

"I dont know man Mimi is playing type hard to get. To be honest i kind of just want to hook up with her & kill that temptation."

"Damn Josimar you bugging i thought you & Mimi was like real couple vibeing it up & all."

"Marcus don't get me wrong im feeling her couple style its just...... me & my ex kind of still talk on the low like getting back together soon type talk ya know."

"Oh so you saying you feel for Mimi, you just want your ex back? & just messing around with mimi on the side?"

"Something like that more like a date both till i can choose ya know?"

I heard enough. Thats fucked up, i really thought me & Josimar could be something real this time but i guess not. Im such a fucking idiot. Wheres that henny bottle i need a shot ASAP. I run back downstairs, find the bottle & spot Antonio alone. I cant do that Diosa wants to hook up with him, ill just go sit on the other couch & get drunk.

"You ok Mimi? You found Josimar?"

"Don't ever mention that mother fucker to me again."

"Oh my gawd. What happen?"

"I heard him tell Marcus outside that he's trying to get back with him ex & that he just wants to hook up with & end up dating both me & his ex till he wants to choose one."

I take a big drink from the henny bottle.

"Chill! Mimi thats henny not water."

"I don't give a fuck! Imma just get drunk today who gives a fuck what happens."

"Oh no. Mitsy last time you did that you blacked out."

"I don't give a fuck."

Im close to reaching the point of no return, killed the henny bottle, now to drink that Bacardi bottle. This night is sure to be a blur.