chapter 6

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Author pic 👆 cuz why not? Now you know what I look like 😕😂

Brendons P.O.V

I stayed awake for a while after my mum came up and said goodnight.

(yes I still live with my mum. Don't judge)

I was still confused and angry about what happened at the coffee shop.

Why was Natasha so aggressive towards skye ?

And why was skye so quick to back down. Something tells me it's not because who she is as a person.

She doesn't seem like that sort of person ?

Well I guess you can't judge a book by it's cover .

Skyes P.O.V

I woke up suddenly. My body covered in a cold sweat.

I had a bad dream. About Natasha obviously.

She turned all of my friends against me and all of the repetedly kicked and punched and shoved me against the lockers until

I fell to the ground on a sobbing, bloody mess.

And then they all just walked away laughing amongst themselves and jeering at me as they went... I realize I was crying, I swung my legs over the side of my bed as

I went to stand I felt Something smooth and cold under my feet.

I looked down to see the silver lid of my laptop.

A stooped down and picked it up.

I opened it and typed in my password.

As the home screen loaded up, I noticed several notifications pop up. All of them of which were emails...

I opened up email to see several emails from Natasha.

Great. I clicked on them reluctantly. There were seven in total..

1: looking forward to Monday are you nerd

2:I can't wait 😡

3: slag

4:whore

5: Who was that guy you were with today he was kinda hot

6: I might have to take the poor baby to hospital and have a check ... He probably caught so many diseases being any where near you.

7: ugly piece of shit. See you Monday FREAK!

The words hit me like bricks the tears stung my eyes as I blinked them back.

I felt the lump in my throat building gradually as I thought about those words.. I slammed my laptop lid shut letting the tears run freely now.

I stood and threw my laptop down on my bed harshly.

I ran towards the bathroom..

*mild trigger warning*

I shut the door behind me and locked it.

I slid down the back of the door with my head in my hands.

And cried. I cried for about an hour. I cried until the tears dryed out.

When I looked up there was a small glimpse of the sun rising. I stood up and looked in the mirror above the sink.

My eyes were bloodshot, my face red and puffy.

I opened the cupboard and started rumaging amongst the many pill bottles and lotions.

I found what I was looing for.
A small plastic container. A blue plastic container.

I slid down the wall and pulled the lid of and tipped the small blade into the Palm of my hand.

I dropped the container and it's lid on the floor.

I picked the small blade up out of my Palm and held it towards the light. Turning it slowly so the light reflected of its shiny metal surface.

I brought it down to my wrist. And thought to myself.

Is it really worth it throwing away 3 months clean over this ???
Yeah why not it probably won't be any worse than what I'll get tomorrow.

I shrugged and started to aply pressure on the blade.

*trigger warning over (sorry guys)*

When I felt my phone buzz beside me and I slowly pulled the blade away as I Stared at the recently lit screen.

It was a whatsapp message.... From brendon ?!

I picked up the pot and lid and sighed as I slipped the blade back into its container and clicked on the lid.

I stood slowly and put it omg the back of the cabinet where it always was.

I shut the door and picked up my phone.

I unlocked it and clicked on whatsapp . I clicked on brendons name.

Brendon 😋 : good morning 🌞

I tapped on the typing bar and looked at the message. HE messaged ME?!

I didn't think he would acctually message me. I typed my reply.

Me: morning...?

Brendon 😋: what's with the ?

Me: I didn't realise you would actually message me !

Brendon 😋: why???

Me: because no other guy has ever willingly messaged me first. Or at all actually..

Brendon 😋: why not

Me: um... Because no guys like me..

Brendon 😋: what do you mean no guys like you !!!

Me: uuuhhh.. Have you seen me !?

Brendon 😋: uuuuuhhhhhh.. Yeah I have . what's your point?

Me: um everybody thinks im ugly and a freak because of the music I listen to and my peircings. No boys are ever slightly interested in me. I've only ever had one boyfriend in my lifetime and that was year four Brendon . that is why I'm supprised!

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A/n

Hi guys sorry it's taking sooooo long . this shit 👆 is dramatic as fuck 😂
Anyway 924 words for you guys . sorry about the trigger warning bit 😕 I hope you guys are enjoying this so far. Feel free to requests things in the comments 👇👇👇
I love you guys soooo much . thanks for acctually reading this book ❤❤
Love you all
Stay strong 💪

-Skye

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