The words hit me like bricks the tears stung my eyes as I blinked them back. I felt the lump in my throat building gradually as I thought about those words.. I slammed my laptop lid shut letting the tears run freely now. I stood and threw my laptop...
Because...deep down..... I know...I'll never be.... PETE WENTZ XD
Skyes P.O.V
I pulled Into Emma's drive way I and got out reluctantly.
The cold November air bit at my ears and cheeks. I half ran, half tiptoed to her door, where I knocked repeatedly.
I waited for about 5 minutes out on her door step, and it began to snow lightly as She finally opened the door .
I rushed in out of the cold and into her warm house all ready for school.
I was still buzzing from yesterday with Brendon , but I felt too awkward to say anything to Emma yet.
She realised that we were both wearing sort of the same thing and she laughed to herself like a child.
Something caught my eye , there was a deep purple Mark on her neck, just below her ear.
I studied the mark with a worried face.
"Who hurt you emma?" I cried. She chuckled and stroked her hair.
"Um.. um. um G... G... Gerard." she whispered.
"He hurt you!? Emma why didn't you say anything he's going to pay for this" I shouted. Cracking my knuckles.
"No. He didn't hurt me!!" she giggled.
Then i realised and pulled a 'seriously' face. She laughed and I laughed with her, before she grabbed her bag off the floor.
"We're gonna be late" I joked. But it wasn't a joke. We were going to be late.
We ran to my car and Emma slid into the passenger seat.
My car still smelt like 'parma violets' from the air freshner I bought 2 months ago because Emma insisted I buy it because Parma voilets are our favourite.
I noticed Emma smiling as we drove the all too familar route to school. Emma put on a black and white tartan ish scarf, To cover her hickey.
We hobbled out of the car watching the snow crunch beneath our feet. Emma smiled i Knew she loved winter.
We both snuggled down into our hoodies as we reached our seats in class.
We were learning about sex ed. Wow. Everyone but emma was giggling like five year olds, including me.
Emma sighed and and plucked her phone from her pocket, pulling her scarf over her nose and mouth. She was probably messaging Gerard.
I was trying to focus on what miss Jacobs was saying until she started doing sexual movements demonstrations, then my thoughts kept drifting to Brendon.
Our encounter yesterday kept replaying in my mind like a record stuck on loop. (not that I minded that is was on loop 😏)
I kept thinking about it until I felt someone tap my shoulder. I turnt round slowly, dreading to know who was the owner of the finger that taped my shoulder.
I was faced with Natasha and her 'crew' plus Ryan Ross , he had been my crush since freshman year and he still mildly was.
"Uh..hi?" I said nervously.
"Hiya skye! Um.. Ryan was just wondering, you know if you wanted to hook up. Weren't you ?" she said nudging him harshly in the ribs.
"Yeah I was actually wondering wether you wanted to be my girlfriend?" he said smiling at me.
I looked round at Emma she was still deeply engrossed in her phone, and smiling widely down at it.
My whole world just colapsed.
I remembered Brendon and how much I liked him , but then I realised the popular group stood in front of me and the boy who just asked me out.
He wasn't that bad looking, to be honest he was kinda cute and he might be my only chance at the popular group accepting me.
I looked at Emma again, she still hadn't noticed. So I looked back at Ryan.
" uh ... Yeah sure" I replied shyly.
Its not like I had anything with Brendon . did I ? I mean we just kissed.
" great!" Natasha exclaimed . "Here is his number, he'll text you after school!"
she said throwing a piece of paper in my direction. Ryan winked at me and they all turnt away in unison and strutted away.
A/n
Welp. This was short but dramatic af. Sorta.
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Mwahahah plot twist bro. Ryan is obviously the one and only Ryan Ross . just when you thought things were getting better, I came and fucked you over again 😆😂 758 words this time. This isn't permanently but Skye is dating milky ass 😎😆 breadbin and ske will get together eventually, I just love being a hoe 🙈 Love you 💕 Stay strong 💪 Night 🌙
