Psychotic

Chapter Seven

I opened my eyes to see a doctor and a nurse standing above my head.
The doctor looked at the nurse then looked at me.

I remembered things as flashbacks that forced me to sat fast.

"Relax"The doctor ordered touching my shoulders trying to lay my body back.

"I've done that!"I said to myself disgusted from my other self.

I made aunt go to the jail.I killed that girl in my class.How could I?I just can't!!I'm not a killer.

"Relax"The doctor said again and I looked infront of me and saw Nick standing behind the glass happily and an old woman beside him and an old man behind him.

He was crying and smiling at the same time ,he hugged his mother happily and the doctor rested my body on the bed to make me relax and rest.

After some examines and checks that I used to think for an end of that maze that I'm in.I asked,How could my life get so complicated in a week or less?I found that Aunt was awful then the other day she is innocent.

I felt Nick is someone that I never used to know then we got married and I still don't know him.

I always knew myself as a ballerina ,but in a day,I changed into a killer.

The doctor got out and I found Nick running towards me.
"Martha!"He said and hugged me that I felt my chest will be broken in anytime now.

"I missed you"He said in a lovely voice.

He broke the hug and sat next to me.
His eyes were red and filled with tears,he was smiling.I kept thinking and I found that I never saw someone happy before,like really,Nick was happy that he cried.I think patty choosed my right husband, and that is the only right thing she've done,but I can't feel anything towards him.

I gave him a small smile in that awkward situation for me.

"You slept for a really long time"Nick informed in the car.

"Really?"I asked.

"One year"He said shocking me.

"What?"

"I swear,you can't remember?"

"Well,the last thing I remember is me dancing and talking to you as I forgot what happened in five years"I said smiling at the end.

"That was five years ago"

"WHAT?ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME?"

"Look,I know it's hard,but the doctor said it might be the last time"

"I hope"

"Wait,you don't know that you've children then?"His mother asked in the back seat.

"Children??"I asked raising an eyebrow.

"Yes,Maria"Nick said smiling brightly that all his teeth appeared.

"She is waiting for you in home"Nick said.

"Alone?"I asked sadly.

"Yes"His father said and it was the first time to hear his voice.
I looked at Nick and he was focusing on the road and I felt that he was trying not to look at me .

I looked at his mother and I also felt the same way.

"Why is she alone?"I asked to get a proper answer that could explain that situaion.

"She's four years old,she can handle it"He said swallowing hardly.

"Are you hearing your words?She's four years old,how could you leave her alone?"I asked looking at Nick in a sharp look,but he was also looking at the road.

"There's a babysitter with her"Nick said after seconds smiling.
I let out a breathe then looked infront of me then at the mirror that shows what is behind me and I saw his father whipping off some tears that were falling on his cheeks then I found Nick's mother rubbing her hand over his shoulder and he nodded telling her to stop.

When we arrived home,I got out of the car and Nick's father infront of me trying not to look at my face while his mother was walking beside me and giving me a happy smile.

Nick opened the door letting me in.
The flat was clean ,the furniture was fancy ,a big television and a wall full of prizes and cups.

I moved to that wall and saw my name written on the most of the cups ,but Maria was written on one of them.

I took it and read what's written on it then Nick came and stood beside me.I looked at him.

"She's dancing?"I asked.

"Yes,she's a ballerina as her mother"He said smirking.

I smiled a small smile and put the cup at its place then said,"Where is she?I want to see her"

"She is upstairs"He said.

I wasn't happy because...it's hard!In the day I discovered that I'm a killer,I've known that I'm also a mother.
I went upstairs and found an opened door ,so I opened it and looked to see a small girl playing with her dolls having a braid done perfectly falling over her shoulder.

"Maria"I said as a question ,but it wasn't.She looked at me and opened her eyes as her jaw dropped.

She ran to my direction as she hugged my feet and I just touched her back,then knelt down for her and hugged her tightly.

I want to apologize for her for everything is going to happen.
She'll be without a mother for a long time because she doesn't deserve me.
I will leave ...unless I find out why Nick's father looks at me in that hateful way.