Psychotic

Chapter Seventeen

"You stopped your medicines then?"The Spanish doctor asked with an unique accent.

"Yes"I said after I calmed down a little.

"You will start your medicines again plus another one"He said writing the medicines name on the paper.

"Now,Take this medicine.It's so strong so,Take it only now and Mr.Micheal will take you to his room and then sleep"He said giving me a cup of water and a pill.

I was confused by two things.The pill and Micheal.
"Why would I take it?"I asked scared.

"It will make you feel better and take your old medicines as well"He said standing up and the nurse helped me taking that strong pill.

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Micheal helped me to sleep again but,in his room by putting me on the bed.

"I'm sorry for everything I've done to you"I apologized because I was really embarrassed and can't look at his face.

"Don't apologize"He said then put a pillow under my head.

"Are you sleepy?"He asked.I looked at him in confusion the answered by nodding my head no.

"I want to talk to you"He said sitting well beside me at the bed and I nodded as yes.He smiled then opened his mouth but,closed it again and looked infront of him moving his eyes in different directions then took a breathe and looked at me .

"What are you doing?"I asked and a small smile was drawn on my face.

"I was trying to imagine our conversation"

"Really?And how was it?"I asked smiling.

"Well,You are going to be really angry"He said smiling scared and I let a laugh leave my mouth.

"I'm curious,Talk!"I said resting my back on the wall behind the bed looking at Micheal.

"Do you know my job?"He said as an intro,I frowned in confusion again then answered,"No"

"I'm a police man"He said and I sat shocked looking angrily inside his eyes.

"Yes,and that's why I was 'cold' because I was sure that Nick hacked our devices"He said and I was in shock.

"And why are you saying this to me?"I asked after minutes and he looked at my eyes for a long time like he's not sure what to say.

"I-Because.."He started still looking at my eyes then completed with hesetation ,"Because I want...to get your trust back..again"

I felt a shake inside my chest.I couldn't explain it,was it fear?or feeling ashamed?or another feeling?I don't know,but I felt something and it wasn't comfortable.
I'm scared if I trusted him then he will be like Nick and feeling ashamed because,I feel like he loved me but,I also can't love someone I met from monthes, even siblings lie to eachothers.I just don't know anything.I don't know what to do.

I just layed my body on the bed giving Micheal my back and closed my eyes to stop my thoughts or they will be so loud and disturbing.

I felt him leaving the room and closed the door then I opened my eyes.I forgot what happened to me in my hotel room maybe because this conversation and this feeling or it might be the medecine I took in the doctor's room.

You could feel and be sure that I didn't sleep well but,I slept.I slept deeply but,had lots of dreams that I forgot when I woke up.I remember some shades.

When I woke up,I kept thinking too much about my life as a teenager.
I couldn't live it or I lived it but,can't remember anything from it.Nothing.

As I was staring at the window thinking,I heard three knocks on the door.

"Enter"I said and the door was opened.
He entered his face fastly smiling.I laughed at his look.

"Good morning"He said still in his place.

"I can't imagine you as a policeman right now"I said still laughing at his look as he rolled his eyes then smiled and entered and he was wearing a fancy suit and tie.A business man look and it was great.His whole look changed.

"You like it?"He said smiling stopping infront of the bed.

"Yes,it fits you"I said acting normally but,I couldn't stop looking at his look.He looks taller,smarter,handsome which was something I couldn't realise.

"You know when was the first time you looked at me like this?"He asked sitting at the bed beside my legs.

"When?"I asked curiously.

"When you fell for me"He said and I smiled then thought again at his words.

"WHAT?"I asked going further which means I rested my back at the wall.

"What are you saying for god's sake?!!"I shouted at him angrily.

"Is it really that bad saying this?"He asked raising his eyebrows.

"Yes,I mean-no..NO!YES.YES,IT IS!How could you say that?I didn't fell for anyone!"

"No,you did!"He argued emotionless.

"What?No I didn't"

"The fuck you're saying?!You told me you fell for me at the garden"

"You stupid?!"I said slapping him and his head turned around and his face was in the window's direction.

"Okay,that hurts"He said touching his cheeks looking down embarrassed.

"Yes,it does!"I screamed and he looked at me.I kept looking at him for seconds then smiled.

"I'm sorry,I got angry"I said laughing.

"Don't worry,It's not the first time"He said removing his hands.

"I slapped you once?"I asked trying to look at his eyes but, he was trying avoid it.

He laughed then said,"More than once"
I laughed covering my mouth.

"And I used to slap you as well"He said and my smile faded away the he laughed and I understood he was joking so,I laughed.

"It was hilarious"He said laughing fixing his jawline by opening and closing his mouth.

"What?You really slapped me once?"

"More than once!"He corrected and I sat with a straigh spinal cord shocked them he completed,"I wasn't gentle towards women while being a teenager and whenever we fought,You slap me first then I slap you and so one and once you broke your pinkey while beating me "

"Shit!How did I love you?"I cursed smiling.

"Well,we were crazy at fighting but,we were a great couple"