Kiss Me Right [svt Joshua lvlz Kei] ✔

KMR 17 - Beside Me

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KISS ME RIGHT 17
Beside Me

Kim Kei

I open my eyes. Again. I can't sleep peacefully. I always feel like I'm in danger. But, as soon as I open my eyes, I know that I'm just fine.

Joshua. He's still here. Staying with me. My head is on his left arm while his right hand around my waist. Cuddling me whole night. I glance at my digital clock on the wall. It's already morning. And Joshua is still here.

He keep his word to stay with me the whole night. I've awake a few time since I'm trying to sleep last night. I still fell scared. But, when I see Joshua's face. I didn't feel scare anymore and I'm trying to sleep again after that.

I'm staring at this beautiful creature in front of me. He doesn't look like he's a strong and dangerous guy at all when he's sleeping. He look like a baby. The more I look at this guy, the more his bad boy image faded away. And he look like an angel.

I move my hand to caress his face. I touch his eyebrow slightly. Not to wake him up. How many days left? About 2 week like that. And after that, we will become strangers again. Or maybe, he will disappears from my sight.

He told me yesterday that he might can't help me anymore if I'm in danger. Does it mean that Joshua is really sick? That he will die soon? That's why he's willing to help me. Because he will die soon. I hope that this is just my imagination.

Even if our deal ended, I don't want him to disappears from my sight. I don't want to accept the fact that the guy who help me a lot will not be around anymore. But, who am I to worried about him? I'm nobody to him.

"Joshua Hong. Why did I feel like this?" I whispered.

His closed eyes seems have some movement. Joshua slowly open his eyes. He look at my face.

"Is it morning already?" Joshua asked before yawning.

"Nae," I said. I'm trying to get up from his arm. "I'm sorry. Your arm must've fell numb,"

"You didn't sleep well last night?" Joshua asked as I sit beside him on my bed.

"Eo?"

"You got the panda eyes," he said. I touch the part under my eyes. Is it?

"I feel scare last night. But, when I see you here, I'm fine," I said. "Thank you for stay with me till the morning. Thank you for keeping your words,"

"Hm," Joshua change his position from lying down to sit on my bed. "I'll go home now. Can you stay alone?"

"Nae," I said. "But, can you stay for breakfast?"

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I walk toward my classroom. Yein look at me with a weird stare since she pick me from my house. I don't feel like I want to go to school. I sighed.

"Kei-ah. Are you alright?" Yein asked.

"Nae. I'm fine," I said. I walk toward my place and sit down. I put my head on my table. I don't know why it feel like there's too much things in my mind.

"But you didn't look like it," Yein said. "Should I call Mijoo or Myungeun to cheer you up?"

"Just let me be alone for a while. Can you, Yein-ah?" I asked. "I'm sorry but I need sometimes to be alone,"

"Alright. I understand. But, if you need anything, just call me or the other girls. Don't just keep it on your own if you can't bear it. Okay?" Yein said. I smile and nods.