The 13th of December.

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I woke up to the beeping of my alarm on my bedside table I picked up my phone and looked my notifications, I saw that for the first time in 10 days Grayson had tweeted saying nothing more than "Been a little lost lately so I'm back home to find myself again, I love you guys."

Every single time it would start to get easier there'd be a mention of him or a random memory would pop into my head and it would be back to square one.

I rolled out of bed, washed my face, brushed my teeth, then put on my makeup, and got dressed. My mum gave me a lift to school and I went about my normal Monday.

That lasted until second period when I had english with Quin.

"Look how cute this is! Grayson is just the sweetest!" she said to her minion, well I say minion she's more like a flying monkey from the wizard of oz. Anyway I could tell she was saying it deliberately loudly so I would hear. I looked at her not hurt just angry it made me want to rip my hair out.

"Oh, Phoebe, I'm so sorry to hear about you guys breaking up I guess you just weren't good enough" she snarled.

"Oh that's it" I said to myself about to get out of my seat before Kylie grabbed my wrist.

"Aw how cute I really bother you don't I" she said standing up too.

"Girls." the teacher said attempting to shut it down.

"She's not worth it, you know that" Kylie said nudging me.

"You have fun with him, you're just as bad as each other" I smiled sarcastically before sitting back down, she did this weird little hair flip thing she does its like she's trying way too hard to be Regina George.

It was lunch now and we were all sitting at our usual table of Ava, Libbie, Kylie and myself with Harrison with his group which was James, Todd, Nate, and Eddie. Libby had been getting together with James ever since Harrison's party 5 months ago but he still thinks if he asks her to be his girlfriend she'll turn him down which is just odd, we all try to convince him to but he's hearing none of it. I usually sit between Harrison and Ava and Kylie's recently taken to tormenting Libbie and James she seems to think she knows what she's doing and that she's helping but dare I say it I think cheeto girl is doing just fine on her own.

Harrison and I had always been close since his party he was one of my good friends and I trusted him with almost everything.

"I heard about Grayson, I'm sorry" he said rubbing my back, he always did that, it was weird like his version of putting his arm around you or hugging you.

I gave him a little smile and leant on him and he gave me a proper hug and once he let go I went back to my phone. Lib was always telling me about how he has a huge crush on me and that James says he always talks about me but the entire time we'd been friends I'd been with Grayson so I'd only ever seen I'm as a friend.

 Soon enough the bell went and I had maths so I went to class and then after that Kylie dropped me back at my house.

Since the breakup I found myself with a lot more spare time on my hands so I spent most of it in my room texting and calling people mostly Kylie and Harrison.