I Am The One (Kpop x Male!Reader) (Male Various) (BoyxBoy)

Ikon Bobby x Male! Reader

Title: Just Lie to me

I met Kim Jiwon in high school during our freshman year. How you ask? Well we were in the same home room and year together. We had way too many classes together.

He was the "bad boy jock" type, and I was.. Well I was me. Standing at 167 centimeters, I was a "Flower" boy.
You know.. Those males that could pass for females if they just wore a padded bra, skirt, and wig. Jiwon took notice in me, like so many of the mother males in our all boys high school.

I tried to ignore him at first, you know? He would try to start up a conversation and I would not reply, just glare at him until he left. I was planning to keep that going until he gave up..

But Christmas was just around the corner, and quite suddenly little old me was bombarded by love letters, presents, and the occasional face to face confessions. So I didn't think anything of it when it was requested that I meet a "secret" admirer after school.

However when I finally meet this "admirer" I was grabbed by the arm and was being hastily dragged to the gym. At that moment the only thought going through my head was.. Ah fucking hell.. Am I getting raped today? But before anything drastic happened I was rescued by Mr. Knight in Shining Armor.. Kim Jiwon.. I thanked him with a simple hug and we parted ways like the red sea.
(Is that it? Idk I'm not religious sorry if it offends anyone)

Jiwon and I started talking far more often, both having signed up for the dance team, and slowly.. Bit by bit I started catching feelings. I was in denial for so long.. I even reverted back into my old ways and began ignoring him once more.. Trying to put as much distance between us as possible. That didn't work though because my bestfriend Kim HanBin decided.. Hey why the fuck not make Jiwon talk to him again? Ugh and of course he listened.

So being Kim Jiwon, he pulled me aside one day and demanded that I tell him what was going on. I remember him hugging me..

We dated for nearly all of highschool. Jiwon introduced me to his friends and I introduced him to mine. Jinhwan , Hanbin, and Chanwoo were my friends.. Yunhyeong, Junhoe, and Donghyuk were his. They got along quite well despite the occasional arguments over who wore the pants in our relationship.

Yet..

I started to notice small changes in my lover..

He would smile after receiving texts, I asked once just wanting to hear the reason.. Expecting him to show me a funny text from a friend.. But he refused to tell me..

He came late to class, something that has never happened before, but he merely shrugged.

That was unlike him.. He always told me what was happening, even when I ignored him to do homework or study.

Over the weekends when we would used to hand out, suddenly he was too busy to do so.

I knew it was a lie though.

I wanted to have faith that Jiwon would never do something to make me cry but..

Anyway.. I called his best friend Mino, just to make sure they were together like Jiwon said they would be. After all they both wanted to be rappers. Mino had told me that Jiwon had left hours previously after they finished practice.

So he was lying to me..

Jinhwan told me to tell him what was happening after I sobbed into his arms one day but..

I still tried to make excuses for him.. For Jiwon..

Maybe he was at practice.. Maybe he was working.. I just could not accept the fact that he could be cheating on me.

We were sitting on my sofa cuddling when his phone rang. He grabbed it immediately and ended the call.

'That was rude don't you think?' I had asked..

'It's none of your concern [m/n]..' He had answered.

Hanbin frowned at me worriedly, silently wondering if I was okay.. He asked me one day and I replied, "I'm fine."

I knew he was cheating yet I couldn't bring myself to hate him. Even as I read the texts, even as I cried my heart out alone.

But one day he didn't wait for me after school. Sure you might be thinking, clingy much? The problem is we had a date.. And he forgot.. Okay sure "People forget things." So why didn't he answer my texts? Why didn't he pick up the phone?

"Jiwon-hyung? No I haven't seen him since he ran out when the bell rang.. He wasn't with you?"

I was sure now.. Kim Jiwon had found someone better.. Someone who could give him what I just could not seem to give. What did that someone have that I didn't?

The walk to my house the next day was silent. The only sound you could hear was the shuffling of feet in the snow.

"Are you alright Jagi?" He asked me softly when we made it into our dorm.. I flinched at the endearment he gave me.

"I'm fine," I whispered back, sinking into the bed. Jiwon followed me in. Silence.. That's all there was. For almost ten minutes.. Complete and utter silence..

"Jiwon-ah.." I muttered making him shift forward, towards me.

"I know you don't love me anymore.. You found someone new. Honestly though? I really can't blame you. It okay.." His eyes widened as he furrowed his eyebrows. He reached for me hesitantly, but lowered his hand letting it fall to his side.

"But why? Why can't I hate you? I should be punching you.. screaming at you.. So why instead of those things do I find myself still loving you? Why do I cry myself to sleep? It hurts you know.. That you found someone else.. I know it's another guy.. Because honestly we're both too gay to date women."

"[m-m/n]"

"Tell me you love me?" I turned and smiled sadly at him, tears filling my eyes.

"[m/n]" He muttered his voice cracking, tears cascading down his cheeks, and slowly past his lips.

"Please, Just lie to me.. Just one last time.. Even if you have to force yourself.. Even if it's not true.. Just tell me you love me.." I whispered as I looked at him, trying to memorize every single inch of his face. As if it was the last time I would ever see him again. As if our love was over.

"Tell me a pretty little lie.. lie to my one last time.. lie to me and tell me we're alright.. lie to me and tell me we're still the same.."

Jiwon looked back at me.. His body was trembling as he tried to hold back his sobs. His hesitated again as he reached for me.. But he finally sat down next to my still form and hugged me tightly, resting his chin on my head. I could feel every little hiccup, I could feel every little tear, I could feel him taking in my scent.. One last time.

"I loved you.." he sobbed, grip becoming tighter, more desperate. He refused to let go of me.. But did I really want him to? This was the last lie so.. why did I want it to last forever?

"I love you too.." I said smiling, my first tear trailing down my pale face and gently landing onto his neck as I closed my eyes.

"I love you Kim Jiwon.. Congratulations on finding the person you love.."

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