I Am The One (Kpop x Male!Reader) (Male Various) (BoyxBoy)

BTS JIN x Male!Reader

Title: I can't understand, why?

1560 words
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I stared at Hanbin and Jinhwan, frozen by the door.

'Naked... Hah... I can't believe it.' I thought as Jinhwan and Hanbin hastily put on their clothes. My brother was naked in my bed with my fiancé.

Jinhwan grabbed my hand, sobbing that he was sorry for doing what he was doing with my fiancé.

And Hanbin, was.... Hanbin, He was tightly hugging me apologizing to me with tears streaming down his cheeks.

'On our anniversary, of all days Hanbin-ah?'

Shaking them off I backed away from the room, the flowers I brought for Hanbin forgotten as they fell before me.

As if just realizing both of them looked at the roses then at me. Then at the cake visible on the kitchen table. Hanbin opened his mouth and said, "I still love you [M/N], I made a mistake." And Jinhwan stared at me, still sobbing, hoping that I, his big brother would forgive him.

My mind went blank as I stumbled out of the house.

"[M/N], please! I love you!/Hyung! Please!" Was the last thing I heard them shout as I slammed the door behind me and ran through the rain filled streets, my head pounding against my skull.

My mind was cloudy as the hurt and betrayal hit me like a five ton truck. My mind swimming with questions as the pain in my head grew.

'How could he?'

'Was I not enough for him?'

'Was it because I wasn't as cute as my brother?'

'Did he ever love me?'

'Did he just accept my confession because he felt sorry for me.'

'Or was I just a replacement until he could get Jinhwan?'

As I continued to run I found myself staggering into a familiar driveway. I was trembling. Not only from the rain but from all the anger. I fell onto my knees after I had pressed the door bell. My pain in both my chest and head almost intolerable. I didn't know why I had gone to Jin's place. Maybe it was because my closest friends lived there, maybe that was the reason. Yet I couldn't find the strength in myself to trust anyone.

'I thought he was telling me the truth every time he said he loved me.'

"How could I be such an idiot?" I asked myself, laughing at my stupidity.

The door opened and I saw Jungkook, my best friend.

"Hyung, oh my goodness, Namjoon-hyung!" He shouted with wide eyes. He carried me with great difficulty, his movements frantic as he tried to bring my taller frame into the house.

'Hah... Why am I here anyway?'

"Namjoon-hyung, call Jin-hyung! It's [M/N]-hyung, he needs to come home now!" His screams filling the whole house. As he struggled to carry my half unconscious body to the sofa.