I went back to the Boutique I couldn't believe I could be so damn careless. I don't know what I am going to do, I am indeed 15 weeks pregnant 16 weeks next Wednesday. This is not my first time being pregnant just my first time being in this damn predicament, I anted to crawl in a hole and die. I usually try to avoid this, my main concern right now was hurting Chris, an I didn't want to do that. I was falling love with Chris, I loved being around him at all times if I was not at his house he was at mines. amn how could I be so damn stupid, I threw myself into work for the rest of the day. By the time I was fnished with answering emails, an sketching new designs I was hungry and it was time to close. Shelly wobbled herself into my office.
"hey I am closed up, leaving out now going o had to the bank in the morning, oh and on forget you have that meeting with the buyers tomorrow." she said. Shelly was not seven months and she looked good. She still wore her own clothes with me altering them for her she refused to wear maturity she said.
"Ok."
"You good?"
"yea just hungry and tired." I said. she looked at me suspiciously. "What?"
"Nothing just that you been scarfing food down like you haven't ate in days, and you didn't eat today."
"Ok,"
"Ok ." she walked in closer to my desk, I knew she was staring without me having to look.
"What."
"Nothing , you just have this glow to you..."
"I thought you were leaving." I said. I was getting annoyed.
"I am you don't have to be a bitch about It ."
"Ok so....." all of a sudden I stated getting nausea, my jaws started watering oh shit I was about to throw up. I reached for my trash bin and threw up my breakfast since that was the only thing I had.
"Oh shit your pregnant." I forgot shelly was still here.
"Shut up shelly."
"When did you find out? oh my god when are you going tell Chris?"
"I found out today, and I don't know when I am going to tell Chris." I said. I took out my mouth wash and gargled the nasty after taste of vomit. I didn't even know who the father was never mind trying to spread the good news.
"What do you mean...." Shelly phone started ringing she looked down at it and ignored it. It must was Jamal she has been ignoring him since he proposed.
"How long are you going to ignore him."
"Don't change the subject we are talking about you right now.
"Please Shelly can we talk about this later."
"mmmmmhm, we sure will." she said. wobbling back out my office, I couldnt bring myself right now to tell Shelly what has been going on. I knew she would have much to say, and right now I was not in the mood to explain how I been sleeping with my ex and my cousins husband. I grabbed my things and straighten up before I headed out the boutique, I hit Craig up and told him to meet at Carson Beach. I got there before him I stared at the water, thinking if only my life was that still no and calm but I knew it wasn't going to be after I told the news that I have. I looked down at my belly that barley had a bump to it yet. Craig arrived twenty minutes later.
"whats up." he said. He was looking god if I do say so myself, he was wearing a pair of dark blue Levi jeans, with a wheat colored long jean type of shirt and a pair of Wheat Tims to match. I looked him up and down licking my lips, No Ryan that is not what you are here for. He smirked and walked towards me I could see the look in his eyes before he got any ideas I held up my hand.
