The Dinner..........
I was at home getting myself together, I just didn’t feel right like it felt like this night was going to go out with a bang. I looked at myself in my full length mirror, I ran my hand over my small pudge of a baby bump. I am to be some ones mother in five months and I am scared out my mind. Chris was very supportive about this and that I truly loved about him. Chris said that he will meet me at Mam ma’s so I decided to go by the boutique and check on things. I then had to run and grab more fabric for my first up and coming fashion show. I am too siked for this opportunity I wish my mother was here to witness my success. I did end up talking to my dad we had a long conversation about how I was acting and he said he could understand now since I am pregnant and going through mood swings. I didn’t want to blame the whole thing on my pregnancy because I was acting like I was five again, it probably was the fact that he kept it from me. I was the last person to know that him and Ms. Leslie were dating now getting married. My father is my world and I just couldn’t get use to the fact that I was not going to be the one to make sure he ate since he does over time most nights at work. I wasn’t the one to check on him, or go and just hang out and watch movies he was now going to have that person that he needed. I guess I was going to have me a step mom and I was going to have to now be the daughter now and leave all the worrying to Leslie. I was still going to check on him but, now I could step back and let him be happy. I smiled to myself and finish getting dressed, I was going to wear something comfortable besides its only my grandmother’s house. I decided on wearing a pair of Aztec leggings with a black off the shoulder shirt and my combat boots. I thought I looked cute if I do say so myself, I flat ironed my hair applied some eye shadow and my MAC nude lipstick. I grabbed my keys and left out the door. On my way to my grandmother’s I was thinking that If I want my relationship to work that I am going to tell Chris about Craig and I. I don’t know how he is going to take it but I don’t want to lie to him either, I really loved Chris and I didn’t want him getting hurt at all. I pulled up and Craig was outside as soon as he seen me he ran over to the car.
“Yo we need to talk like now.” He said. Going around to the other side hopping in my car before I could deny him of that. I looked at him like he had five heads.
“Craig get out my car we have nothing to talk about..” I said.
“She knows.”
“Who knows?”
“Courtney.”
“Knows what? Craig me and you were never anything…now get out my car.” I said. He looked at me like he wanted to cry. To be honest I was shitting bricks but I wasn’t going to let him know that. Courtney just better keep that info to herself if she knows what is best for her.
“Ryan she is going to reveal that shit you know how evil she can be….she mentioned it to me this morning.”
“Ok, that’s your problem.”
“My problem now unh?” he chuckled. “what about Chris so you told him that I been waxing that on a reg.” I wanted to knock that mug ass smirk off his face. “yea I didn’t think so.” He got out my car, I sat there thinking I know this was the bad feeling I was feeling in the pit of my stomach, I was about to crank that car back up and leave but then I seen Chris’s truck block me in. He got out looking good as always he was rocking a pair of dark blue Levi’s and some wheat Tims and his white hoody and bubble vest. He knocked on my window, I opened my car door and stepped out. He kissed me, I kissed him harder he had to brace his self on my car.
“Damn ma you ok?” he said breathlessly. I nodded my head and grabbed his hand walking into Mam Ma’s house. I could smell the food as soon as I walked in, but something didn’t agree with me and I had to run to the bathroom. Their was a soft knock at the door, I knew it was my grandmother.
