"I don't know who you are but you need to stay the hell away from me." I said answering the no caller ID call sternly, the shakiness in my voice clearly evident.
The person hangs up before saying a word, a loud pounding on my apartment door startl...
He held eye contact with me for a few seconds before his eyes trailed lower, to my lips. He hesitantly cupped his hand on my neck. His eyes finally met mine again. I bit the inside of my cheek out of nervousness, I don't know what to do or say. I held my hands in front of his chest, ready to push him off if needed. His face was now extremely close to mine, his hand lightly tugged at my hair, hitching my breath. He leaned in, I was almost certain our lips were gonna touch. Before I had a chance to react he whispered, "wow..I'm surprised you didn't pull away yet."
"What?" I asked breathlessly, trying to regather my thoughts.
Kian's hand lowered and he stepped back, leaving my personal space while also leaving me extremely shook. What was that? And why didn't I stop him?
"I don't feel like talking about why I just did that so if you wanna leave I understand." He shoved both hands into his pockets looking to me for my answer.
"Fine, yeah...sure lets go." I stuttered but managed to get out, I left the room before him and made my way outside. A minute later I heard the front door shut, I turned around to see Kian locking the door.
I buckled up and sat in the passenger seat quietly with my hands pressed together in between my legs. As we drove back to my place I just kept thinking about what happened...not because I liked it, or wanted it to happen; whatever it is. He just kind of surprised me with that.
He has the music up just high enough to simmer down the tension.
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Which in my opinion wasn't working. I pressed the button to stop the music, "I know you said you don't wanna talk about why you did that back there. So I've been siting here thinking and I've come to the conclusion that frankly, I just don't give a fuck whether you want to tell me or not." I said the last part with a slight laugh. "So you're going to tell me why right now." I demanded.
Kian pulled into the first gas station parking lot he saw without saying a word and parked, turning off the ignition soon after. A dull silence fell upon us. I started to question why I said anything, now it's gonna get really awkward.
"Okay first of all don't be such a bossy bitch, alright. That's not cute." He said with no hesitation.
"Who said I wanted to be cute?" I asked with a slight attitude.
"Look, I just, I don't..." he huffed, "there's something about you that I'm drawn to. It's fucking weird, and I don't expect you to feel the same, so what's the point of bringing something up that'll just make shit uncomfortable for the both of us?" I could see how frustrated he was to have to admit that.
I was at a loss of words, I don't know how I should react to that. I mean don't get me wrong he's a good looking guy but, I don't think we're compatible.
"You seem like the type of person that would take a chance though, even if the outcome isn't one hundred percent what you expect." I said.
He nodded and chuckled, "I am, I just know for a fact that it just wouldn't work, so I rather not try for something that's not attainable."
"Then try." I told him, partially as a joke, but not at the same time, at this point I don't really know what I'm thinking. He looked at me finally, after starring at the steering wheel the whole time avoiding eye contact.
"Say what you would say." I encouraged.
A smile formed on his face and he rolled his eyes, "fine," he sat up and turned his body to face me better, "I want to get to know you, foreal, like in a serious way."
"Is that all?"
"Pretty much, the hell am I supposed to say?" We both the laughed.
"I don't know...but I appreciate you saying that." I told him sincerely. "We should really get back to my house before Tay gets up." I said to try and change the subject. I don't know how I should feel about him, I never looked at him in that way, truth be told he makes me feel uneasy at times. Should I be flattered? or scared?
When we got to my apartment I hopped out and started to walk to the building.
"Hey!" I heard Kian call out from the rolled down passenger window. I walked back to the car and stuck my head in.
"Yes..?"
"Call me when you get in your apartment so I know you made it in safe."
"Kian, I'm not gonna get killed it's fine, you don't have to worry."
"Please just do it." He groaned.
"I'll shoot you a text instead," I added quickly before walking away so he couldn't say otherwise.
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A/N: biiiii I AM SO SORRY FOR TAKING SO DAMN LONG TO UPDATE, i went from updating everyday to updating once a month omfg i hate me
thank you guys for reading my story i read all your comments and some make me giggle so damn much hahah im gonna try to post more often but they'll just be shorter 💖
