I couldn't bring myself to write. I've been trying. I keep writing, them erasing. I don't even know why. It's not like you're ever gonna read this. But I've tried Brendon. I really have. Don't think for one second I've forgotten about you. Sooo.... it's been a while. It's still unbelievable. It still hasn't stopped hurting. It's been 5 months. 5, long, excruciating months. I met someone. She's beautiful. She has long brown hair and blue eyes. You'd love her. Her names Hanna. She's a lot like you. But believe me.... she could never replace you... but I do love her Bren. I really wish you could've met her.
This last month so far has been crazy. They're having some kind of thing in remembrance of you tonight. Of course I'm going.
Oh yeah, I got a tattoo. On my shoulder. It says, "you ended the war to soon." I know it's stupid. I wanted something unique so I tried to think of my own words. I should probably get ready. I love you Brendon. RIP.
-Ryan
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I'm Sorry Brendon || Rydon
FanfictionWhen Ryan left the band, everything started changing for Brendon in a bad way. His days got worse and worse. First, Ryan and Jon left, then his brother died in a car accident, then his mom was diagnosed with stage four cancer, and the band started g...
