Well, I got a new band. I'm sure you wouldn't care. I think you'd really like them Bren. God I miss you. I found the voice recorder that you gave me for my birthday, filled with you saying random crap, trying to make me laugh with your corny ass jokes. I used o hate them. Never thought I'd miss them this much. I'm really sorry. For everything. Especially not being there when you needed me. I heard about your mom and brother from Spence the other day. Damn, I'm sorry Bren. I can still hardly stand to hear your name. I thought I'd be over this by now. What's wrong with me?
-Ryan
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I'm Sorry Brendon || Rydon
FanficWhen Ryan left the band, everything started changing for Brendon in a bad way. His days got worse and worse. First, Ryan and Jon left, then his brother died in a car accident, then his mom was diagnosed with stage four cancer, and the band started g...