Oh Jesus. I just read what I wrote yesterday. I was in a mood and mad at the world. I guess I just took it out on you. I'm sorry. When I said 'I used to love you,' I wasn't lying, okay? This is the part where you'd start laughing and hit my arm, but I know that's not gonna happen. Look, what I meant was, I've always had feelings for you Bren. All those fake kisses just to get the fans started? To me, those we're real. When you told me you loved me as a joke, I said it back, but I didn't mean it the same way you did. Who am I kidding? You never had feelings for me. I'm just stupid. But I really love you Brendon. Why couldn't you have just stayed with me? I haven't ate in almost a week now. I've been thinking about you a lot. I've been up for four days, which I know isn't healthy. Hell Brendon, I thought about doing the same thing you did for a while there. Damn, what I'd do to hear your voice right now. Guess I'm just stuck with the albums and recordings.
-Ryan
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I'm Sorry Brendon || Rydon
Fiksi PenggemarWhen Ryan left the band, everything started changing for Brendon in a bad way. His days got worse and worse. First, Ryan and Jon left, then his brother died in a car accident, then his mom was diagnosed with stage four cancer, and the band started g...
