Lauren's P.O.V
I flipped and turned around in my bed trying to find a comfortable position to sleep in. I kicked around the sheets until they were pretty much on the ground.
What the hell, it's hot anyways.
I pushed my sheets onto the ground and turned to my side and shut my eyes, trying to fall back asleep.
The room was hot, I couldn't get comfortable, and my mind was full of thoughts.
Did my mom ever even love me?
Did my dad ever even love my mom?
Will Ethan Survive?
Should I go to Paris?
What'll happen if I go to Paris?
My mind overwhelmed me, and I kept squeezing my eyes shut forcing them to stay closed.
God Lauren, stop thinking.
***flashback***
"Daddy? Will mommy be okay?" I held onto my dad's arm in the hospital waiting room.
He took a deep breath and rubbed his chin in thought. "I'm usually pretty sure about everything," he started. "but, I don't know this time..."
"W-what?" My eyes welled up with tears, "I-is she going to die?"
He kissed my forehead and pulled me into a hug, trying to calm me down.
"But I don't want her to die," I cried.
"I don't either," he said, "Your mother did her best, she is a very strong woman."
"Will I be strong too?" I pulled away from the hug and my cheeks stung from my tears.
"Yes," he smiled, "You'll be strong, you'll be beautiful, and you'll be smart just like her."
***
My eyes shot opened.
Lies
There's definitely no way I'm going to be falling asleep anytime soon.
I yawned and grabbed my laptop.
I was curious, what types of videos did Ethan and Grayson even make?
I opened the lid of my computer and searched up their YouTube channel with curiosity.
I scrolled through their channel and giggled at all the silly titles and thumbnails.
Dizzy waiter challenge
Extreme Ice bath challenge
Roasting Each other
What's in my pants challenge
Hopefully watching a few of their videos will help clear my mind a little.
I clicked on the What's in my Pants challenge, the title making me chuckle.
"....WERE BACK!"
